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Nursing Course

2012-01-17T01:13:00.004+08:00

It have been almost a yr when I first entered Nursing Course. Time flies.
I dint knw that I can survive for such a long time.

History
Idk since when I wanted to be a nurse. You knw when your Pri Sch compo topics was

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP ?

Yea. Everytime I have that freaking topic for my compo, my ans will always be : NURSE.

I think I watched too much tv abt saving lifes. LOL..

My elder sister went to take up Nursing in ITE in Yr 2006. I was Sec3 at that time.
That was my dream career and its like my sister copied my idea!!
But becox I was WAY ~ younger than her, it seem like as if I took her idea!! *Seems legit*

Anw, is good to have a sister that is also a nurse becox I can share what happen to her and she will freaking understand what others dont.

Skills to learn like ORAL feeding and NGT feeding. (YES TOTALLY DIFF FEEDING!!)
I have tried letting my teacher inserting a NGT into me. THAT FEELING SUCKS !!
This is good becox I can understand the pain of the patients that have NGT on them !!!

There are a lot of skills that are pretty disgusting --> Inserting suppository into the patient's asshole. STICKING YOUR DAMN INDEX FINGER UP THEIR ASS-ES !!
Yea, is disgusting doing it but is for your ptn's benefits.
It allow them to SHIT becox they are having constipation.

We all wanted to see them get their ass out of the hos, recovered, asap !!!!!
Nurse, can be life saving, can be ass cleaning. BUT IS PART OF THE JOB !!!
We dont have a choice if we have want to enter this career !!!

A lot of ppl is not willing to do this job becox HEAVY WORKLOAD and ANT-LIKE PAY!!
IT IS SO DAMN TRUE !!

Even as a STUDENT NURSE like me, I am alrdy having LOADS of work to do in the ward.
Imagine all the real staff in the ward, they have like x10 of workload compared to us.
And this is the reason why most nurses are FT.

BECOX S'POREANS ARE TOO HIGH CLASS TO WORK THIS SHI**Y JOB !!

S'poreans would rather work ADMIN jobs than this and its true..
I wouldnt say 100% NO S'poreans wanna work in this line
but 99% wont wanna work in this line.

SINGAPORE NEEDS MORE LOCAL NURSES!!! -.-

Currently, I had been through my Nursing Yr 1.1
I did well for my Exams and my Attachment.
I did well for my 1.2 Exams too and now I am going through HELL !!
Alrdy having attachment and my instructor is STRICT LIKE A BOSS !!! (UNLUCKY)

Once I end my 1.2 attachment, I will be a Nursing Yr 2 student.
And I will have to attend World Skills Singapore (WSS) training.
WSS is a competition that will VS NP & NYP

STRESS AH !!!

Yr 2 = Ending of my course. OMG !! SO fast?! I am going to leave ITE in Yr 2013??
Damn fast loh !!!

Wishlist :
1) Smooth 1.2 CP
2) No more "GILMA"S
3) No more problems with staff and patients
4) Be happy :)

To all those haters of ITE students : I am in ITE. I am doing a great contribution to the society. So dont you dare looked down on me just becox I failed my O' and entered ITE.

IDIOTS IN SINGAPORE

2011-12-15T02:00:00.003+08:00

ALERT !!!!!

CAUTION !!!!!
WARNING !!!!!!

IDIOTS ON THE LOSS !!!!!

YOU ARE JUST BORN FUCKER !!

--> THIS IS FOR YOU !!! MOTHERFUCKERS !!

1st idiot : Steven Lim

Urgh !! Srsly an idiot !! $100 reward from the idiot above for a competition..
我不希罕 your motherfucking $1oo !!
Can you believe that ppl is alrdy insulting him
and he goes " I love you guys so much.. Did you guys miss me?? "

And here come sarcastic answers !!! Idiot die him..
I also did something funny on twitter.. I tagged him !!
--> Hardcore sarcasm !!! I bet he will take it as a MOTHERFUCKING SERIOUS COMPLIMENT !!

Oops !! Stupid Adeline reply to my tweet asking me why did I lied .. Hahahaha ~
I totally can imagine him reading my tweet and smiling to himself
like 1 crazy old man then get horny !!

THAT IS EXTREMELY FUNNY !!!!!!

2nd idiot : Adelyn Hosehbo

She got famous bcox she BRAGGED she slapped her mum TWICE.
I dont really knw what happen that cause her to act that way
But I think that wasnt VERY RESPECTFUL..

Yea, I may have shouted at my parents too.. But not to the edge of slapping them!!
W/o FATHER & MOTHER , there is no CHILD / CHILDREN kay tyvm ?!

Well, karma will decent on her.. Her children will slap her
and then she will knw how her mum feels when she herself land her palm on that
old lady which she calls "MUM" 's face.

--> [Info from STOMP] She stole her mum's branded bag.. (No idea which brand) and pawn / sold it away..
That is the $$ from the branded bag which belongs to her mum !!

THIEF !! Stealing others belongings to satisfy self-needs = SELFISH!!

--> Idiots showing off their $$$ !! Understand a phase : 财不漏眼!!

3rd idiot : Aaron Tan

1st dislike : The way he speaks!
Ah boy ah.. Alrdy 18 yrs old, still wanna fight with a 14yo boy bcox of your 16yo EX-gf ah?!
Hmm.. Why not you build a bridge and get over it??
She dw you cox 18 yo acts so childishly but a 14yo act more mature than you..
Pls reflect on your attitude and actions before scolding / threatening ppl that you wanna bash them up kay ?
You wasted 10mins of my life from your MOTHER FUCKING VIDEO !!!

LOL!! 14yo boy facebook name got "Bangyourwall" you also not happy??
Then?? Like what you said in your vid?? His facebook name should be "bangmymotherpussywall" then you happy?? FAIL DIE YOU !!

2nd dislike : Pronunciation of English!!
Please = Priest
Warn = Wong
Last = Rast
Ah boy ah.. Wanna learn how to articulate the words properly before making this vid??

3rd dislike : Rant on youtube with LOUSY script
Hmm.. Pls plan what you are gonna say first..
Dont keep scolding vulgarities on your vid. This just simply proves that your vocab is that SHALLOW!!!

KTHXBYE

Credited :Google

Random Post

2011-12-05T02:11:00.008+08:00

I am going to blog about this FAMOUS guy in Singapore.
(I think after this post, my blog will be invaded with virus that I have to shut it down!!)

His name : Steven Lim ._.

--> Naibei Cheebye dont act cute lah..

The 2 vid above shows how Xia Xue actually "JACKED" Steven Lim straight in the face.

Let me tell you why I am NOT really a fan of Steven Lim..
First : At the age of 35, still can be so thick skin ACT CUTE?!

PROVE
--> 2:25

If you got the courage to watch further down, maybe you will find more of his "cute-ness" *puke*

Act cute, take sarcastic compliments as REAL compliments.
I wonder if he is really dumb or is he just entertaining us..

Second : 35 yo date a 16 yo girl? And he is the 1 that wanna brk up with the girl?

The above vid show MORE of his "cute-ness" *vomiting my guts out*

I srsly pity the 16 yo girl. I wonder how did she manage to "tahan" his untidiness.
His facial hair, his oily face, his fringe.. Ewww ~
I cant imagine it!!

--> _|_ for coming out to scare little kids !! You made them cry !!

I sometimes really wonder if he is gonna get married... And wanna make love at night with his wife is srsly turning me off.. My sicko sister made me imagine Steven Lim making out at night!!

OMG MY MIND!! MY INNOCENT MIND!!! HORRIBLE HORRIBLE IMAGE IS COMING IN.. *PUKING X 2*

--> Motherfker HORNY FACE!!

I knw I am bad to say this but.....

WHO WILL WANNA MARRY THIS MOTHERFUCKER?!
THE ONLY WOMEN THAT LOVE HIM THE MOST
WILL BE HIS MOTHER!!!

He is not talented in SINGING (Thats for sure) nor DANCING !! *Rolled eyes*

--> This pic made me LOL in the middle of the night.. His epic BLOWJOB face!! Hahahaha ~

I just dk why WHY he can be a BOSS of a Modelling company and he used to be a "Celebrity Eyebrow Plugger" ???
Wtf is that?? Plug eyebrow for others?? Oh still okay lah..

But...

Weird................................

Isit a SCAM to cheat on innocent girls?! Hahahahaha ~ !!!

--> Erected dick seems like NOTHING! :/

When I first saw this pic on my Facebook Newsfeed, I was like >> O.O
He is a alumni of NYP in some course that I am not sure of..
And he is going back to his formal poly for model search!!

I told myself this : If I were there at NYP for my Nursing Dip and he is going back again for some model search, I will stay FAR FAR AWAY from him OR I pray hard at I am on attachment!

Erm.. Idk how to continue alrdy.. I think I wanna puke..

Credited pics : Steven Lim 's Facebook

Badminton Tournament!!

2011-10-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

Since how long have I not blog?? LOL..
Okay. Now I am back to blog abt my tournament.

ITESC Badminton Games was held ytd (6 Oct) as preliminarily rounds.
I played for CE and I was 2nd singles ytd. I lose to CC by 17-21, 11-21
I was so pissed with myself cox I dint run in the court and I am always
hitting the shuttle to my opponent.

Super pissed and sad.
So after my match, I went down aside to calm myself down..
Until I saw my teammate injured herself on the back..
And I was like an angel.. I taught her what to do when she get home..
Like how to make her back not so painful.. Like relief to her..
I am like a PRO NURSE!! LOL.. Actually it wasnt pro cox THIS IS FKING BASIC SKILLS!!!

Today (7 Oct), I had my match at CC, Macpherson.
Their indoor sports IS COLD LIKE A G6.
I dint bring jacket somemore!! Cold die me like a srsly!!

So today I played last singles and I lose again by 20-22, 12-21 .
I was proud of myself today cox I knw I REALLY REALLY DID MY BEST
and I RAN!! Woohoo ~

We lose the tournament and we are in 3rd plc.. Not bad right??
Haha ~ Good for me.. I am happy today!! :D

TGIF!!

2011-09-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

TGIF!!! Is finally Friday!! Hahaha yay ~
This mean I still left with 1 more wk before I officially leave that fucking ward
and enjoy my 2wks holiday!! Woohoo ~

4 wks in Ward 64 have been the worst working experience of my life!!
Ward nurses treat ITE students like dog, calling us do this and that and looked down on us
being an ITE student.. WOW !! How mature eh?!
Ward nurses will always be there for the NYP students.. Can stand beside them, see them do skills and help them sign the necessary skills that is completed. WOW!! What treatment!!!

Not only Ward nurses, PATIENTS also can be a pain in the ass sometimes.
They dont eat medication, they dont want this, dont want that.. Only want like this.. Want like that..
In a PATIENT'S POV; Nurses are like MAIDS!!

Hello!?!?!? We (ITE students) are here to give you the basic care that a patient needs.
Not ITE students are all "MAIDS" and NYP students are "STUDENT NURSES"..

Urghh ~ I am not gonna talk abt my WARD, WARD NURSES AND PATIENTS.
Just cant wait till next Fri to come faster.

Oh.. I saw this link on STOMP.. Check it out!!
[[[ http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/what_bugs_me/756168/what_will_our_kids_think_nurses_smoke_while_still_in_uniform.html ]]]

NYP students (Very obvious) were caught smoking, in NYP Uniform, ard AMK area.
Hmm.. I assumed that they just finished sch..
Like that also can get caught.. Really really very fail.

But based on what I read, the stomper said
""It also gives the healthcare sector a bad image."
"Nurses are supposed to uphold the image of health and hygiene, as they need to handle patients."

Ahem.. Yes, Nurses are suppose to promote good health and hygiene..
But who says that a nurse that smokes is a bad nurse???
But the students are DUMB enf to smoke in sch uni and got stomp..
I CFM 100% NYP will do something against this 2.. Hais. Dumb act.

Anw, no more commenting.. Blackshot now!!

2 Sept 2011

2011-09-02T16:14:00.010+08:00

Wanna start off my blog with a BIG

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTI
to all my Muslim friends!! :D
And Happy Teacher's Day!!
Esp to Mr Edmund and Mdm Shiji!

I went to work ytd and I cant believe I actually have to work with NYP Yr 1.1 students.
And you knw what? I dont mind actually. Got more manpower to help ME out

Some ppl will think : What? NYP students come and help you? Who the hack you think you are?
I am not being a bully or something. In fact, I am not bullying anyone there. I was BEING bullied. Goodness.
Why did I say they are here to help me? Why?
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Bcox the nurses in the ward got other things to do and always pass those shitty work to me when I am alone handling 6-8 patients by myself. So the NYP students are here to help me, sharing my work load. I appreciated them ttm cox I really needed that kind of help.

But sometimes, you will shake head when you see them work...

YOU ARE A POLY STUDENT, HOW CAN YOU TELL AN ITE STUDENT THAT YOU CANT HANDLE TAKING PARAMETERS BY YOURSELF FOR A PATIENT??
Ya I knw. Poly focus more on THEORY than PRACTICAL. But hello? Taking para you also dk really makes me wonder what you learn in sch. NYP some more. Really make me think wht if I am making a right choice to go there after I graduate from ITE.

Some more still can ask me why am I wearing apron and gloves when postioning a MRSA (+) patient.

HAVE YOU EVER HEARD SOMETHING CALLED
[INFECTION CONTROL]??

Sorry Poly students. I aint saying bad abt you. But pls, be clever.

Last time when ITE student was in the ward, alone, we were bullied w/o reason.
Ward Nurse want to you to be a scapegoat for something you dint do, you WILL be guilty eventually.
Now, with NYP students, the nurses there finally knw that we are a treasure to them.

Ward nurses tell NYP students to follow us (ITE students) ard. NYP students are not allow to do things alone w/o us or ward nurses ard to help them out.

WOW! SO NOW WE ARE IMPT HUH!? (Whatever -rolled eyes- )
Thanks ward nurses, you made me understand how you finally understand we are a great helper in the ward after thinking that we are here to disrupt your work and looking down on us.

National Day

2011-08-09T22:15:00.002+08:00

Today is Singapore 46th Day of Independence.
But for me, I am stuck at home, rotting.

My nephew is getting on my nerves whenever he starts to cry.
Yes, I dont have as much patience compared to my sist.
But my sist is not feeling well, hence, I have to do the taking-care-of-nephew-job
(rolled eyes)

This wk will be the last wk for me in Ward 51, NUH.
Next I will be moving on to Ward 64.
Ward 51 literally sucks, other than those who are really kind to really
use their heart to teach us what to do in the ward.
But over all comment, IT JUST SUCK!!
I can get nagged over something that wasnt done by me.

Ya lah.. We yr1 mah.. Cfm everything also our fault.
Speechless ttm! I cant wait to leave that ward asap!!
But ofc, some SN and RN are really kind in the heart
and I am planning to buy something for those kind souls before leaving the ward.

To : Sist (Use to be very close)
There is a reason we drift. I am not going to say and you dont have to ask.
I dont like him. Done. Say nothing more.
Your actions make me sick. Since you choose to "ignore" me by not taking the initiative to contact me, I shall not care whatever thing that happen to you in the future.
We will need a lot of quiet time. If we talk again, good for us. If not, we are not fated to be in each others' lifes.

Transformers Date :*

2011-07-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

Today is the best day ever. (Not abt nurses day)

I shall not blog abt nurses day celebration in sch. Is plain boring.

After my sch, I went to look for Hassan @ Paya Lebar.
Too bad, my phone was totally flat that I have to wait for him blinkly.
I was daydreaming when he walked towards me. Haha! Noob die me.

We both then went to some where, Idk where, to watch movie; Transformers.
Is a very nice movie.
And I forgot he watched before alrdy.
I blur blur tell him Idw watch HP cox Idk story line.
And he also dint remind that he alrdy watched it.
1/2 thr the movie then I recall. Urgh! He wasted $10.50 just to acc me watch that movie.
Awww ~

He then send me to my sist's plc @ panjang.
He bring me walked ard panjang like 1 big rd. Wtf!?
He keeps on telling me to walk, walk, almost reach alrdy..
Panjang I also not familiar, then I follow loh...

Then I was so tired, I say : 我要被你气死了。
He tot I want him to GND.. Noob die him .
Hahaha!! Cute ladey.. :)

Thanks for letting me enjoy my wkend. ILY :*

Meeting up with an old friend

2011-07-15T23:12:00.003+08:00

Hey guys...

First wk of my attachment @ St Luke Nursing Home is finally over.
still have another wk to go.. (Tired die me)
I like morning shift actually bcox is busier and more things to keep me occupy.
Afternoon... Hmm.. Still alright lah..
But TODAY's AFTERNOON SHIFT was the WORST shift ever!!
I was so bored that I literally got NOTHING TO DO.

GOODNESS!!!

Once shift ended, I went to meet Hassan.
When I see him, he was busy smoking away. Wtf!?
I dint knw he smoked!! And he once told me he dislike smokers.

IS IT ALL THE PPL THAT SAY THEY DISLIKE SMOKERS,
EVENTUALLY WILL BECOME 1 OF THEM?!
WEIRD.

He came to pick me up from work and we had dinner tgt at Lot1.
Well, he is having dinner, I dint cox I was too full aft my Mac during my Dinner brk.
Poor guy dint have any food for the entire day.

Funny incident.
We were on our way up to Food Culture, then there is this skin product shop stopped us to demo their products on us...

Sales : How long were you both tgt??
Me : WHAT!?
Hassan : HUH!? She is not even my freaking gf lah..
Me : No we are not tgt.
Sales : You both look like a couple.
Me & Hassan : Errr... -Looks away-

Yes, we WERE a couple, ONCE. (DUH)
And yes, our reaction is a bit... OVER ...

And ppl are still thinking I was a MUSLIM until they knw my NAME!
Even my name can link to me being a Japanese!!

URGH!!

He ate his food, I play with his phone. And he is kuku enf to have TONIGHT - BIGBANG
song (chorus) as his ringtone.
Fucking disadvantage was.. Iphone cant send to Samsung. KNNB!!!

Then he sends me home and I got no idea that he was sending me home.
Just tot he is going to take 300 tgt with me then change to 188 at south view there.
But he said he want to send me home and he dont mind sending me all the way..

Under my block, he smoke again.. He smokes HOT and it stinks.

He gave me a Goodbye Kiss on my forehead.
I have to admit, my heart melted at that point cox it was so sweet.
I was a bit too shock to react but to say "Bye" to him.
And yes, I smiled to myself inside the lift cox IS REALLY SWEET!!

I think something is wrong with my heart cox I think I like him, again.
Idk.. :)
But I do miss him.. :*
I think I am.. :o
Shall see... :p

RESULTS!

2011-07-02T01:30:00.003+08:00

My exams are over weeks ago. I enjoyed myself with a good 3D2N chalet.
Now I have faced my fears by getting my results!

DRUM ROLL PLS....

I passed, with some colours.
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Nursing Studies : A
Bio : B
GPA (4 being full marks) : 3.556 ~ 3.6

LOL! Wow! I at first tot I will get a C or D for my Bio.
B is really unbelievable.

*Dramatic* I would like to thank my teachers & classmates. W/o you guys, I dont think I
could even get a B. (LOL)
*Self Brag* But ofc, I also put in a lot of hard work to deserve this grade. (LOL x 2)

Alright. I gtg. I will blog soon. :)

Chalet ... AGAIN :D

2011-06-29T18:35:00.004+08:00

HEY YO!!

When was the last time I "HEY YO" on my blog?? (I forgot)

Right. Imma blog abt my 3D2N Chalet @ Downtown East Pasir Ris.
(No pics. Sorry)

First day : Me and my friends went to WILD WILD WET right after we put our things into our room. Some ah mor asked me "Which is the direction to WILD WET WILD?"
I was like " -.-'''' straight at the front..... "

I had so much fun. I almost got a heart attack after playing a "U" shape ride. The height is too much for me to ignore it. And yes, I screamed right infront of my friends.
And they say my face was EPIC. LOL!

Then we slowly go round the lazy pool on the float. Song die.
Enjoy the fun of the fake wave. And I capsize while sitting on the float with the wave coming at me and I was at 1.6m depth of water.. (Yes, I cant touch the grd)
My male friends still purposely ask me : You got motion sickness for water?
Me : "No"

And then I realised, I shouldnt have told them NO
cox they swam towards me and dragged me to 1.8m depth of water.
Guess what? I was using my arms to hang on to the float.
If I ran out of energy,
FIRST, I will be underwater.
SECOND, I cant reach the floor.
THIRD, I will be struggling for air.
FOURTH, I will be covered over head by the coming "WAVES"

Summarise : I will drown @ 1.8m depth of water w/o the float. (LOL)

Alright. So we were having fun until I start to injured myself.
1 cut @ my toe area which I think I got it from the wave pool.
1 cut @ my finger and my skin peeled off bcox I accidentally let my finger go against the rough floor. URGH!!

Once we done playing @ WILD WILD WET, we headed back to room
and prepared for BBQ. (Ofc bath alrdy then prepare lah!!)
We were singing, texting, eating and drinking, etc.
FUN and WARM!!
Bath again before going to bed.

We had a few rounds of TRUE or DARE. But basically is just DARE. (NO 18+/R21 dare)
Who doesnt dare to do the dare will have to drink whatever is mixed into a cup
or drink the alcohol PLAIN from a SHOTS cup.
All got tired and high after drinking and started falling asleep.
I went out of the room to drink more with 2 other friends.

I slept at 6 after another round of refreshing bath till the
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second day : woke up ard 11+. Having headache at that time. So I slack on my bed while trying to also wake ppl up for LUNCH!!!!!!

Except for 1 of my friend. I sleep on his mattress while he went to bathe @ 6+
then I knw I was only occupying a small space on the mattress
but I guess he is too shy to sleep beside me. LOL.
I woke up a few time, saw him playing with his phone, ALONE.
Heard from my friend he slept @ 9+ after me taking his bed away from him..

SORRY!!!!!

Ate lunch and went back to room to slack.
Went to arcade with 1 of my friend(others are sleeping). Okay, 2nd day was boring... :(
So I suggested on playing bowling and I manage to wake the rest up with a phone call. (y)

BOWLING WAS FUN!!! (Except for getting the ball into the "drain" beside)
We saw a women, ard her early 30s, playing bowling alone.
HER ACTION IS FUNNY!! We were busy laughing away and not playing it properly.
SO FUNNY.

Then? BBQ again! (Leftover food from the 1st night)
We headed to CHEERS to buy some tibits and BEER..
We drink, eat and joke.
BBQ ended, we played some weird poker games.

Apparently, I was so unlucky at ALMOST ALL of the alcohol was drank by me.
Is fun until I started walking "S" and vomiting and my friend got panic and walked away. -rolled eyes-
Very bad headache and I fell asleep.

Third day : Had to wake up @ 9+ bcox have to check out by 1030, or before.
So wake up and pack and I still having slight hangover.
Ate mac for breakfast and bowling for our last activity for the day before going home.
Slept thr my journey back home.. Still having headache but is gonna be over soon.

Thanks to Sist Chan, Sist Teo, Dr Feng and Dr Tan for making my 3D2N stay such a wonderful chalet stay <3
Hope to have something like this again soon and yes! I will knock down Dr Tan with alcohol and slap him! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

27.06.11 - 29.06.11

7 June 2011

2011-06-07T22:13:00.004+08:00

Credited

YES!!! Exams are OVERRRRR ~

I am officially done with my Nursing Studies & Bio paper.
I have doubts of me doing well. Pass is possible. But flying colors, I held back a lil bit.

Next !!!

I am going to NUH for my attachment!!
But 1st, have to go thr a 2wk attachment @ Bukit Batok St Luke's Nursing Home.
THE BEST PART IS.......

THERE IS ALLOWANCE!!!!

Haha!! YES!! Got $$ *Money face $_$ *

--> Awesome can!?
--> Impt things for attachment

Okay. I am worried yet excited over my posting for attachment.
Cox... Inexperience always cox the problem. (Dammit)
Oh well.. I hope everything is smooth. :)

CYA SOON!!

2011-06-06T22:36:00.001+08:00

MIA IN PROCESS.

Joker? I doubt so.

2011-06-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

I want to dedicate this post to a person. I wonder I should say out the name.
But I shouldnt bcox Idw your name to pollute my blog post.

Try harder to make me angry. Try harder to be sarcastic with me. Try harder to rub your "POLY" into my face. Try harder to get me.

You think you are so well-mannered? Oh please. Look at your own text and see who is rude.
You think I am rude? Haha, you think too much. You think I am rude cox you got too many haters.
I find you being funny.

Are you being paranoid or something? Haha!! Dont dare come CCK ah?

Joker sia you. You made my day with some entertainment yknw?

I really have a good laugh. And you knw what? We are not gonna see each other anymore.
I knw, I am very happy. I see your face can die. I wonder will you ever get a bf. :o oops!!
Haha!! Thanks for the jokes.

29 May 2011

2011-05-29T01:08:00.006+08:00

Wow! Is alrdy coming to the end of May. So fast.

I have been super busy with my test. But glad that I did a great job for all testes
be it Bio or Phase test.. Oh!! And speaking of phase test, this was what have happened.

27 May, 1245 pm, Simulation Centre.
I was very nervous. I have never done anything like this before.
I sort of lag of practice.
But I was lucky enf to get the easiest but most failures' test = Handwashing and donning of personal protective equipment. (To me is easy)

I was questioned twice during the process of my test which is what I dont want to happen.
But too bad, it just did. :(
The best part is, my examiner dint prompt me when I forget to say the impt key words
But good thing, something just hit my mind and I said it out..
I think my examiner just dint notice I dint say out the main points.

Then aft the test, I have to ans some of her qns.
I think is sometimes a bad thing to knw TOO MUCH bcox I just simply said TOO MUCH
Well, I did get positive comments from my examiner, which is a good thing to me.
Next, Bio Test results.

Dr Min was calling names for those who pass, then fairly well done, well done and extremely well done...
He always calls the ppl who "Pass" then move on to blah blah blah..
then he called my name after he called the "pass" ppl.
I was thinking : What!? I deprove? I got Well Done for previous test and now only Fairly Well Done this time??
I was so sad.. Until he say : This students are Extremely Well Done.

I was literally screaming that I actually scream into my classmate's ears.
Sorry!!

Nursing studies results.
I was scared bcox my sub teacher was very angry with the class for not doing well
and when she is going thr the ans, I have careless mistakes!!
GOODNESS!!

Then she starts to call ppl by NRIC. Whenever she say "S93..." I will be praying hard that it will be me... Until some time, Idk when, my IC was called and yes, I pass, Fairly Well done..
I heal a sigh of relief. Glad that I pass with some colours bcox I was expecting a pass for myself.
My sub teacher was disappointed with the "Fairly Well Done" grp.
She was expecting more from us. Which is good, she see the potential in us! YAY!!

HAPPYGIRL 93

So, I've pass my phase test and my bio test + my previous bio test and nursing studies test.

I AM SO GOING FOR MY CLINICAL PRACTICE(ATTACHMENT)

Okay, haven got a confirm ans that I am going for attachment.
I will only get the news after my exams, which is in 2 wks time.
But for sure going cox the phase test is related to attachment. *Heww~*

I AM SO HAPPY AND STRESS --> bcox I have to maintain my standard in studies.. :o

14 May 2011

2011-05-14T13:44:00.004+08:00

Credited

I AM BACK!!!!!

So busy for the past few weeks.
Dealing with Studies, Class Test, Practical Test and also Badminton training in sch.
My god.
I end sch w/o fail, 5-6pm. End sch, as in lessons..
Badminton training till 8pm on Tues.

Busy girl aint I?
I got another test coming up in like 1-2 wks time.
Is time for me to really prepare myself.
I got a Well Done for my 1st Bio Test. I still got another Bio test.
Must do well. I want to maintain at Well Done or "upgrade" to Extremely Well Done.

I finished with my Nursing Class Test.. There was SEQ!!!
God.. Good thing I dont have to do X-reference and stuff that I've learn in Sec.
LOL!!!

I am getting well with my classmates, thank god. -roll eyes-
And I am getting crazier day by day. I always laugh at my classmates' joke
or teases made from my classmates abt our lecturers.

My teacher gave me a nickname : LaughingBone.
Haha and coincidentally, my IGN for Audition was : AlwaysLaugh.
Hahaha! They see my personally, I guess.
And also funny incidents happen in class like me lying flat on the bed.
Gosh I was so paisey.. But glad I knw what to do and what NOT to do in class.

Thanks to my classmates :) and lecturers :)
JN 1104 A, you rock! :D

19 April 2011

2011-04-19T22:39:00.001+08:00

I will blog when I am free.. Maybe this coming fri or something.

I am way too tired to blog or do anything when I get back from sch.

G'nights all :)

Woa!

2011-04-08T00:02:00.006+08:00

My eyes are closing very soon because I woke up too early.
So I try to make it short and sweet..

Woke up @ 815. Morning call Ade.
Went to platform to wait for the rest.
All late. 1015 then go off to sch.
Chatted along the way, slp for awhile.
Collect uni. Try on.

Oh.. My uni, the boobs area, is a bit tight. But the rest like my waist is fine.
Hais.. Big boobs.. Such disadvantage. LOL.

Went to DB for brunch(breakfast and lunch) and Cube.
The guy there super handsome.
Too bad Idk his name. His smile, so cheerful!! Omg!! -melting liao-

Epic awkward moment.
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Went dinner @ LJS and slack awhile before heading home.
Tired die me. Gonna slp soon. Wan an :)

Jcube!

2011-04-05T15:00:00.002+08:00

Jcube for the last time before my sch starts next Mon.
I dint have the pay for my cube this time cox got ppl treat!! Hee ~

Special thanks to Delon for treating me Lan.. Haha!!
I think he owe me lan months ago.. o.o?
Haha oh well.. I can see Jcube isnt the lan for him.
He got so bored, he went to play Wonderland.

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Gosh! Ya, a bit waste of his time.. ><

Back to the topic. Adeline and Verene came to Lan also.
Then met our Audi friend. They joined us too. LOL..
So the few of us was like L4D2-ing. Song die!

After lan, me, Ade & Verene headed for dinner when our audi friends & Delon
went off.
Chatting and gossiping @ LJS. Haha!

Went off with a treat of GONG CHA from Adeline. Chatted a lot of things with Ade on bus
otw back.

Adeline : Be strong okay?? Ignore what your mum's childish comments. Stay strong.
I dint do anything last night. Credits to Bradton, not me. LOL.
Rmb, the both of us are here for you. If really, you can come to my place. No such things are da rao or not de. Just come. I can accompany you.

<3 you my sist :)

Outing with Friends

2011-03-29T22:34:00.008+08:00

Today I went out again! This time with Jovis, Verene, Adeline, Bronson and Earic.
Went to Nex @ Serangoon.
First, meet Adeline. Then meet Verene. Then Bronson. Then Jovis and Earic.
Omg!! We took 1/2 of the afternoon eating. Cox all late.
Then all haven eat. Really GG.COM sia!!
5 we went to LAN @ Nex. We paid for the 4hrs package.
Sot!! I am not gonna stay will 9 to end my lan!!
And that lan is freaking cold!! Even my hoodie cant even keep me warm!!

So I left @ 8. Bcox my mum told me my dad is alrdy nagging me.
I better rush home before my father GL me again.
So tired. Heard that they are going sentosa for sun-taning.
I doubt I will be joining them..

I rather go lan on Fri with Ade and Bronson. Hmm.. I wonder who to invite also. Haha!
Sian ah!!! I want to go out more before my sch starts!!
Left :: 13 days !!! Omg!!!

NOT EVEN 2 WKS?!
O.O

Srsly.. :(

28 Mar 2011
HI!!!!! (Random)

I just had a very tired day today!! :D
I went shopping with Zhi Zang, Rouping, Adeline, Xuan Qi and Bronson. (Y)

I was at NUH in the morning to accompany my mum for her checkup
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to take our Testimonials @ 1pm, and...

I WAS LATE!!! o.o

Yes!! I leave NUH @ 1... -.-'' How smart. I was planning to leave @ ard 12 or something
then can take 963 to Bukit Panjang then change bus to sch.
Haha!! But I just chiong cab down.
Cost me $11 ++. Shag!

When I reached sch, Adeline was waiting outside.
That guard aka PIG dont allow us in. I went over to GL him.
I think he misses my GL-ness. I graduate alrdy also want to be GL by me
Fail guard!!
I almost quarreled with him. Then he say he want to call Om out if I GL him again
There is this Sec2 boy walked pass, he said : Call OM!!
I jit tao turn and diao him.
Who he think he is?? Sec2 want fight with me?! CCB -'-

Back. Glad that uncle joe is good enf to talk to us nicely.
Fk that fking pig!! Fat!!
*Oops. Karma*

Took our testi alrdy, chat with Jingyi awhile and we went off to JP.

And guess who I saw on the train????
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We board the train. Rouping suddenly : Eh Shao xuan!
I heard her, I walked away.
Then Ade : Eh Miko, Shao Xuan ley.
WOA!! I bo bian!! "Hi.... -.-"
He was like lan lan to me. And, WHO CARES!!!!!

EEEE ~ Still want join us cube on Fri. You "wait long long" ah!!
Hahaha!! I srsly hate him. He super calculative.
The good news is, I am NEVER going to see him, ever again!!!!
Heewwwww !~~~~ *Pats chest*

Oh back.. We chatted all the way till Boonlay. When to look for Verene
and headed to have lunch. (Those who haven eaten anything)
Awhile later, Bronson called me. He was lost. Haha!!! Jp not very big mah!
Got "new" and "old" building nia.. Extended lah!! All dont understand why got old and new.

Went to look for him and then went shopping.. I bought myself a CONVERSE sneakers.
Cost me $59.90
I was like take the shoe of my choice, try it and pay for it.
It took me less than 5mins for my shoes.
Yet, Zz, Ade & Rp took 6hrs to shop.. Peifu them! Haha!!!

Had dinner with Bronson and Verene while the 3 of them shop for more. LOL!
Chatted a lot of things. Almost everything we also chat abt.
Aft chatting, looked for them and I headed home with Bronson.

Tired die me. My legs are cramping from the long hrs of walking.
I am having headache and my eyes are closing. How smart?!
I dint even stay long when audi. Too tired to even play. Shag die me.

Pics time :D

--> Picwork cliques.
--> Twss Badminton team cliques.
--> Congrats, you finally left TWSS!
--> RAIN!!
--> Me and Rou
--> Me and Zang

Chalet outing :)

2011-03-20T17:46:00.009+08:00

Hey yo!!

I got back from my chalet outing ytd afternoon. And guess what?? I am beat!! :(

HAHA!! YES!! That tired!!! Bcox I slept @ 5am in the morning and got
woken up @ 7+ in the morning.

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I was manage to go to the Chalet after asking my parents for permission to also stay overnight.
And yes, they allow. Haha! Song die.
I was so bored when I was otw there. My music accompanied me thr-out the journey .

I went to buy things for Adeline cox she is smart enf to get sick and have fever that night
and also went to redraw $$ .
Gosh! I sure spend a lot. We went to Arcade ard 11+ cox the night is too young to go to slp.
And we played till ard 12+ reaching 1 before going back to the chalet.

I bought myself Heineken and Brezzer. So nice.
My face was so red after drinking Heineken and I regretted buying that.
I should have bought Carlsberg. So much better cox I like it.
Heineken is too bitter for me.

Me and my friends went gambling for the whole night..
Adeline went to slp @ ard 230 .
I slept @ 5. And the freaking room is so cold.

The worst part is, I assume that there isnt any space for me on the bed
I went to sleep on the floor with my bag as my pillow
and my hoodie as my blanket.
I think the freaking air-con is like 10degrees or something .
Is FREEZING cold inside.
AND I AM SLEEPING ON THE FLOOR!! Double the cold. -.-'''''
I slept and 5 and I was waken up by friends @ 7+
2hrs of sleep, and I wasnt in deep sleep bcox is too cold to SLEEP AT ALL!

Had breakfast before going to Lan, Cyber cafe. Haha.
L4D time. Never change.
Once I am done with Lan, I went home.
So tired bcox I only slept for 2 hrs .
Once I reached home, I bathe and slept. Wake up for dinner and sleep again
Total 19 hrs of sleep. And I was still tired the next day . How smart..

I had fun, well, sort of ... But is good too.. Better than stuck at home doing nothing.

Done with Chalet night blogging :)

2012?? Real or Fake?

2011-03-19T01:00:00.005+08:00

I have been watching this movie : 2012.
I srsly cant imagine the way the world is going to end @ 21 Dec 2012.

My friends told me that the mayans may not have enf stones when they are carving the calendars. I sure hope is an inside joke. LOL !!

--> Retweet.

I will be 19yo in 2012. 2nd yr in ITE nitec-nursing. (NCN)
I dont want to die so early. :'( -sniffs-

When I watched 2012, athr I knw is computer graphics, but it got so real, I tot it will be like that.
Yea, Silly me!

Watching the news saying how Japan is coping with the after-math of the disaster, I srsly prayed hard for them. They were aid-ed with so many countries' help.
They are bless. But think back,

KARMA IS A BYTCH!!

There is a movie named "Japan Sinks".
--> LOL pics say "Novel" but I found the movie on Funshion..
and guess what?? Tsunami and earthquake and nuclear plantation explosion..
How great??

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After what they did to the World in WW2. How nice.

Karma is being hate!!

But of cox, Japan doesnt want to suffer from this either.
All the Japan or Japan related stocks are dropping.
Everyone in the world is suffering.
Natural Disaster have alrdy cause such pain in the ass for the world,

WHAT ABT 2012??

I am not being paranoid. We were warned dk how many yrs ago
abt the hole in the Ozone layer.
And the UV-rays, Greenhouse gases AND Pollution!
Human being is destroying the Earth with our BARE HANDS!
Scientist tried to save, but what's the use??

Factories polluting the Sea.
Oil ships spills into the Sea.
SADAM HUSSEIN setting fire to the Oil Fields in Iraq.
Explosions in countries, causing BIG BLACK SMOKE into the atmosphere.
Over mining for fossil fuels.
Injecting Carbon Monoxide into the Ocean floor.
Forest fires.
Illegal Logging.

All of the above are all MAN's mistakes.

How abt Natural Disasters??
Volcano eruptions.
Earthquakes.
Tsunamis.
Floods and Drought.
Storms.
Wildfires.

Oh, I came along this topic, regarding Japan's nuclear explosion.
Some IDIOT said that the radiation is blowing into the sea and not to human mainland.
And I cant believe that how foolish to post it online.

Hello?? To Singaporean : If the radiation reaches the sea, the seafood we are going to eat is contaminated. And sea water will be contaminated too.
And you still think is a relief that the radiation is blowing to the coastline is a good thing.
Think further narrow-minded head!
Sea water nowadays have been converted to drinkable water in various countries.
Ppl get sick, and there will be a fking outbrk of fking contractible diseases
and it will be ard the world crisis.

So dumbfk and noobhead, get it in your mind??
Like that I've said, it an ard-the-world thing.
The entire WORLD is SUFFERING..
Understand??

There is a movie named : 2012 II, THE NEXT CHAPTER.
Cant wait to watch it too.

Gosh!! I shall stop here. :) And pray for Japan.

18 Mar 2011

2011-03-18T01:56:00.014+08:00

I have been rotting at home since the day my contract ended.
Okay. I went to Cyber Cafe for Left 4 Dead 2.
I was being invited to a Audi grp chalet but my parents dont really allow
so I am staying at home. If not, I am there RIGHT NOW!!

Oh well.. Audi is boring now. I got so many things to buy at the mall
but I just dont have enf credits. Yes, real cash for virtual stuffs.
A bit not worth but when I preview my character with the things I wanted to buy,

I THINK IS TOTALLY WORTH IT!!

My character will be in blue. YES!! Blue is my fav color. Navy blue best!

Introducing : KINDERJOY (My char name)

Why Kinderjoy? Adeline helped me created my Audi acc cox I cant activate my own.
And Ade's name was : ~KINDERBUENO
Haha! Okay. Sisters ftw..

This are the things I bought previously. And this is how I dress for quite some time. A bit bored of it le.. :(

--> The expressions I own.
--> The clothes I own..
--> My fav BLUE GUITAR!!

Yea, I know.. I am not having a lot of wardrobe stuff.. That's why I am buying!! Duh*

My preview of my Char in BLUE!!

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Shoes + Wings + Hoodie + Shorts + face(expression) = @9000 + @7200 + @3600 + @15000 + @15000 = @49800
I buy @50K cash is enf.. (@50K = $52++ real $$)
After this buying, I will only buy things via Dens, artificial "money" earned in Audi.

Song die. And yes, I have another preview of my character with Dens spending.
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For this ^, I will have to earn abt 1.5mil dens to be safe.. And I am working hard to earn them :)
COX I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO!!!
Haha!!

Okay. Done blogging by introducing my character.. :)
I blog this for fun >< .
Alright gtg, go watch online movies before audi-ing again!!

7 Mar 2011

2011-03-07T02:19:00.002+08:00

Average Monday morning, midnight actually. I got nothing better to do and I am not slpy.

Okay. I received a msg from this person. He told me to stay away from him.
This is not the first time he is telling me to stay away from him.
And apparently this time, I wasnt the only person told to.
My very close friend received such msg too.

At first I tot isit something I did, but I realised I seldom contact him bcox
currently was his exam period. So I just ask him straight : You hate me?

"No. Is not your fault." was replied to me. Common sense.
Since is not my fault, as a friend, I would like to concern him what happen.
Something bad? Something sad? Or just someone that he loved.
I made a wrong guess though but he dint bother to reply me either.
Yea, is rude. I hate it. But I think is better for him to his self time.

Slowly I knew.. Something is INDEED bothering him.
But he just dont want to say what happened.
I knew he was avoiding me. Is so obvious.
I was there for him when he is down for that person he loved, and now I was treated like I am nothing.
Sometimes, I was really wondering is it worth it to be there for a person and yet got a cold shoulder.

Althr he DID talked to me. But it was only "hey" and "ya"
I think it really makes him tired to talk to me.

To that person (Dc if you read it or not) :
Yea, I hate your attitude. I dint request you to do anything.
I just dont want you to use your fking attitude towards all your friends, including me
Unless you dont treat me as your friend anymore.
Pls dont avoid me. I hate that kind of feeling.

If you really hated me, tell me straight in the face.
I wont bother you..

Shall stop blogging. Better go to sleep and hope everything goes fine

Work ends!

2011-02-27T16:30:00.003+08:00

My work contract is OFFICIALLY over!! 31 working days is over for real.
I always have been waiting for this day and finally, is here.
I am having another reshoot session with kelly to earn extra cash.

Nowadays, I have been going home LATE cox of work..
Family never understands. They think I want to go home late.
I dont bother to explains and I dont want to care .

Had a company dinner @ City Hall.
Me, Rou, Kelly, Ade & Bron dint eat the dinner. We went to MOF instead.
Totally anti-social with the crowd..
Cox we dont have $$.. LOL~
Better not appear right?? Arbo ppl tot we there eat free food.
I had Mac Ice-cream for dinner.. Srsly..

We went back to join the crowd bcox we promise Sandra we will be there, even for awhile
and Kelly's DSLR left with them. So REALLY have to go back...
Nothing much.. Stay for awhile, grp photo then go home le.

Next day went to Jcube with friends.
L4D2 was nice.. Adeline finally learn how to play!! Hahaha ~
The hunter, tank, jockey, splitter, etc just like to aim adeline.
Maybe they "know" she is a noob.. Good thing she is smart enf
not to start a witch w/o a shotgun.. Consider she still have some game smart.

After the job ends, I am srsly rotting at home.
I wanted to go out with friends but I think is a bit irresponsible to just go out
at the very last min like inform my parents last min.
I dont want to let them think I treat my place as a hotel.
Anw, I rather use com and audi.. Is free anw.. Hahahaha ~

Okay.. Some pics during working days. They haven post the final grp photo on FB..
So just post some of it first :)

This is what happen when we got nothing better to do in the office after work.
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--> Jumpshot ftw!!
--> Ip girls! Reward : Chip..
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HAHAHAHA~~ Done with blogging! I am sure going to miss my fellow colleagues. :D

30 Jan 2011

2011-01-30T00:25:00.003+08:00

Is the wkends and I think is time I should somehow update my blog for a moment.

I have been working, wk days. Like usual, tired every time I got home.
Some days, I just dont seems to have enf sleep.
And got either moody or pissed off.
Kids that are under me taking photos really suay for that day
cox I will shout at them despite the presents of their teachers.

Well, so long, I dint get complain for being fierce to the kids.
Too bad, I am not a pedophile. But of cox, there will be some cute children
that is so adorable that I really want to pinch their chubby cheeks.
But oh well, we are not allow to even TOUCH the kids but sometimes, WHO CARES?!

Working was fun until I realise my jeans got a big hole right at my front door.
Special thanks to Bronson for EMPHASIZING on it on the captions of the pics. Hahaha ~

This wk pass by fast. I think is bcox I really focus on work tgt with Adeline.
Glad that we dont have to stay too long at office.

Maybe I am really not getting enf rest, my attitude changes,
towards my family members and my friends.
I almost quarrel with my father and sister over my shoes.
Okay. I dont want to mention abt it.
My sister kept nagging, say nagging at you is for your own good.

Who dk?! But nagging with a very GL tone, no one likes it okay?
My attitude is not good to father. Yes, my fault. But who are you to say my attitude is not good
when yours is worst than mine?
Some more, when did I ever take my home as a hotel??

You say I go out early in the morning for work then come back late from work.
HELLO!? Common sense! I need to reach the sch before 7. You think I have a lot of time ah?
I stay at office till late is bcox I am working. Is not like I am staying outside late
then go home late cox I dont want to be home early.
HELLO? I dint go home early meh? I done with work then go home already ley.

I ans you, you say I talked back. I dont reply you then you say I ignore you.

WHAT YOU WANT?

That is why I dont want and never ever bother to do any explaining for myself.
I will just get pissed off, quarreled with my family members
then everyone get sad.
For what? Fun meh?

NEXT!!!!!

Fri, when we were otw back to office, 1 uncle came aboard from the alighting door.
He insisted that he want to enter from there and no one is going to stop him.
Even after boarding the bus, he was whining that the ppl at the front of the bus
dont want to move in, making HIM diff to board the bus.

At first, I dint know what was happening cox I was drown in my music world.
Then it got so loud that I could hear him shouting even with my earpiece ON!
So I took it down and like KPO awhile to see what is happening
cox UNCLE & UNCLE quarrel is already like so common.
So I tot its happening again. KPO see which uncle & which uncle.

Aft that, OUR GANG (Me, Adeline, Kelly, Bronson & Noah) join in.
We was like "EHHHHH at the front ~ "
Bronson was like "Woa! Fierce siol *clap hands*"
We were laughing.

Uncle : Laugh what laugh??
Us : Laugh cant ah?
Uncle : I cant board the bus very funny meh?
Us : Cant board the bus then go interchange board lah. We also from interchange board.
Uncle : You young ppl of cox can lah. Singapore always like that.
Bronson : Huh what? Singapore what??
Us : SIA SUAY!!!!
Uncle : Where you not happy? I show you 5 things you sure dont have.
Adeline : Lan jiao ah?? (Passengers on the bus arm chio)
Uncle : You dont guailan me.
Us : *Clap hands*
Uncle : *takes out a golden pen* This pen is 72 yo. If you have it, I give you all the $ I have.
Adeline : Eh Miko, you also got pen right?? Show him.
Me : I got black and blue. Idk which 1 he wants ley.
Bronson & Kelly : Ppl GOLD ley.. How to fight..

(Uncle talks to a China men & bus driver)

Adeline : EH dont go deesiao bus driver ley.. Still want go back office de okay??
Us : *laugh*
Uncle : (Still talking abt the pen to us) 72 yrs, you have a not??
Me : Aiyah, I know you want to prove you old lah okay?!
Uncle : *pissed off and alight the bus*
Us : Eh free entertainment over le.. Sian ~

Well.. Typical Singaporean.. Public disgrace too!!

NEXT!!

I need to summarize my previous draft blog post. But some just cant be summarize.
So I will just blog at this post tgt.

I had my Nursing interview on the 20th Jan, thurs.
That day I was working, morning session only.
So I went off aft work.
Special thanks to Adeline for carrying everything back herself.

I was traveling alone all the way to Tanah Merah.
Traveling alone is BORING! No one to talk to you.
All you could do is sleep and listen to music.
Srsly!!
& I sat down at Kallang station. Standing for so many stations is also another bad thing.

Once at sch (Simei ITE), I went to the place that I was told to and hand in some form
that I was told to print and complete..
Becox of the PRINTING part, I purposely went down to Delon's place to get it from him
coz I asked for his help to print it for me.

BACK!

I was waiting, a malay girl came to talk to me.
Same age too. Also using O levels to get into nursing.
Chatted for awhile b4 the interviewer called me in.
When she called my name, I was unsure if she is calling me.
But I just went to her, she repeated my name to cfm.
I nodded. She said : "You seems unsure."
Actually, I AM unsure.

She asked for my report bk, result slip of my O level and started talking.

She : You know that nursing is heavily focus on Sci?
Me : Yes I do. Bcox it is focus a lot on human body. Althr I may have borderline failed my sci and I dint get a chance to actually study bio in sch. But I know I did my best.
She : Nursing is not only abt bio; sci. Is also abt physiology, human minds, etc.
Me : Nodded*
She : Why do you choose nursing? (Standard qns)
Me : I always wanted to be a nurse since young.. (Haven finish sentence)
She : (Cuts in) Why?
Me : I was inspired by my sister, of cox, also a graduate of ITE in yr 2008.
She : Oh? So your sister is also a nurse? Where is she working at now ?
Me : Yes, a nurse. NUH.
She : Oh. So, do you know what a nurse should do?
Me : If is a Assistant nurse, they are not allow to give out medicine to patients. Only staff nurse (Poly graduate) are allow to. They have to pass report after every shift and they have to take something called "para"

Para = Parameter = Blood pressure, glucose level, etc.

She : (Thinks) Hmm. Okay. So you are traveling from West to East, dont you have an issue with it? How are you going to make sure that you wont be late for sch?
Me : I calculated the traveling time just now. It took ard 1hr 20mins to reach. So I will leave hse ard 530, I will make sure that I get on train and bus even during peak hr.

I was wearing my working shirt with long jeans. Makes me look neater.

She : You came for interview from work?
Me : Yes.
She : Part timer?
Me : Yes.
She : So are you still going to work during sch days??
Me : Have to por them already* No. I wont. I will 100% focus on studies.
She : Hmm. Okay. Actually, you speak well, but why your Eng C6 ?
Me : I speak well, dont write well.
She : Oic. Okay. I will give you a scenario.
Me : (SHIT!! #$%^&*) Totally caught me off guard!!

She : If patient A calls bell, wanted to go to the washroom but you are feeding patient B. What will you do?
Me : (I assume is tube feeding.) I will continue to feed B and called for colleague that is free or just finished with their work to bring A to the washroom.
She : If help is NOT available?
Me : (Thinking) I will be responsible to clean up A made a mess bcox A is calling out for me.
She : If A insisted?
Me : I will give A a pot, close up the curtains and let A have his private him while I continue feeding B.
She : There is no right or wrong ans. I just want to see if you can handle a problem alone.
Me : ._.

Then she tell me how a nursing student should dress and looked like.. Blah blah blah!!
She : Okay, you may go now.
Me : Ty!!

I was so nervous after that. Keep thinking like how I perform sort of things.
Then I called my sister to tell her everything.
She say during her time, they dint give her scenario. Fail loh!! I kena!!! Shag max!

NEXT!

I was sick! Sick at work. Fever.. :( 2wks ago.
Good thing Shao Xuan gave me panadol.
Finished with work, stuck at office.
Fever came back. I think bcox the panadol wear off.
Took MC for the next day from Sandra.
Tired. Even till NOW, I am still sick. I can ran out of voice from shouting at the kids.
Shouting? Yes. Cox too noisy. I have to be louder to cover their voice.
I finally understand why teachers shout.

LAST!!

O level results. FAIL. Yea, cox of my Maths. Arbo can go NP nursing!~
Shits! But nvm. ITE is also another way out to Poly.
Just will take a longer time. I dont mind showing you guys my results.

Damn my CH. I dint even study. I even studied the wrong topic for SS
and I got a C5. I studied hard for Maths, F9.
The world is just SO FAIR!!!

Okay. I want go audi already.. I finally update my blog. Long post you mei you??
Haha!!! Goodbyes. Free zai update again. :)

8 Jan 2011

2011-01-08T00:52:00.004+08:00

Whenever you need someone there. I am always here for you.
But why aint you there for me when I needed someone?
I told you I wanted to cry, you dint even bother you respond to me
Only tell me you want to sleep then go offline already.
Worth it mah? Worth me being there for you but when I needed you, you turned away.

All you have in your mind is her, her & her!!
I fking hate it when you treat me as her or a substitute.
Who am I to you?? Really.

I cried so hard that I am already having a pounding headache.

Ppl slash, you try all ways to stop her.
I want to smoke. You only : No! Arh, if you want.
Am I less impt to you, even as a FRIEND?
What status do I have in your heart?

I just cant stop crying. It hurts me so bad.

6 Jan 2010

2011-01-06T01:29:00.002+08:00

Enf is enf. I am always the 1 that cause the problems.
I let ppl worry.
I make ppl hurt themselves.
I broke a friendship.

I HATE MYSELF!

I srsly cant wait for my job to start so I wont create troubles for others to quarrel for.

FUCK MY LIFE!!! _|_

31 Dec 2010

2010-12-31T01:13:00.006+08:00

Last day of 2010!!!!!!!

Woohoo!! Is coming to an end. Which means there is the arrival of a new start.
Just really wish that 2011 will be a good yr for me.
Of cox!! 10th Jan will be our result day!! -crossfingers-
Really pray hard I can get to Nursing.

I will be starting work on the 7th Jan. No idea which sch yet.
:)
Had training just now. End training ard 10+.
Ate dinner tgt with Adeline, Rp, Kelly & Ailin.
Chatted. Great time spent.

I am going to blog abt how was my year 2010.

Getting into Sec5 with 18ptns from N level. Coping with my studies & the mental burden I suffered.

I still remember during the 1st day of my sec5 life, my necklace, given by Delon, was confiscated because it was not allow.
I forgot to take it off actually but then I like tell my teacher I wont wear it.
So then she gave it back..

With an 18 point from my N levels, I went to sec5 for the O levels.
I know I need to put in a lot more effort for my wanted grades.
I WAS hardworking for the 1st few months, then I started to slack..
CA, SA & Prelim shows my "effort" done thr-out the 3/4 yr.
When we started counted down to O levels, I was really scared.
I just have the feeling that I will CMI.
Well, I did try my best before & after Prelim..

I did what my teachers told me to do.
Even I was having fever, I also went to sch.
I dont dare to waste any time and any knowledge that I need for the Exams.
I really tried my very best to get everything into my brain.
Yes, everything was a last min work.
I even went to look for my teachers before the paper.

Althr I cried after my Maths P1, I promised myself to never let myself shed a tear anymore.
So I studied, althr not very hard, but is enf to let me do my paper.
Everything is over. I find it even weird because I got nothing better to do.

Thr-out the yr, I was really sick & tired of study.
I just got too many things I dont get it.
Esp Maths and Sci.
Is like I am at Sec1, learning JC stuff. Sounded so alien to me.
Then I got some time I just broke down & cried.
Why?? No reason. I myself also dk.

Mr Lin came to teach those weaker students and he was the best Maths teacher ever!
I understand everything he taught and I improve my Maths.
But he just got too many problems to cope with and always absent from sch.
Then I have to go back to Lee's lesson!! Like suckish!
He doesnt know how to teach!!
We wanted him to teach us those qns we dk yet he went to teach us something
we already knew!
Gosh!! Really dk what to say..

2010 is a great yr althr I experience ups & downs
But I'm glad that I survive the yr.
Just wish that 2011 will be a better yr.
Only 3.5 more hrs to the end of 2010 & the start of 2011.

In terms of Relationship, I am a total failure.
I suffered a lot because the feelings for him was there..
Sometime I tot it wasnt there anymore.
Until I realised it was only hidden away with my busy schedules.
I doubt that my every 11:11 wishes will ever come true.
Of cox, I wish him a healthy life & a happy mind.

Wishing everyone a very Happy New Yr & enjoy your holidays :)
Miko Signing out.

28 Dec 2010

2010-12-28T00:55:00.002+08:00

I blogged after 12mn. Was busy watching online videos for the sake of watching
because I just freaking got nothing better to do..

[27 Dec 2010]
Just celebrated Delon's 17th bday in the afternoon @ WCP.
I still cant freaking find the bicycle rental place.
Kuku head! I wanted to rent the roller skate!! Damn!! Forget it!

Walked a lot.. Feet are like tired max!!
Played with sand, climb the pyramid thingy, slack with Delon
while the others are nowhere to be found

Headed to Lucky Plaza to pool while Delon went home for his family celebration.
We dint play for a very long time.
Then heading to TAKA for Seoul Garden.
Ate & chat.

Cabbed home. And Done!!

[26 Dec 2010]
Went out for an advance bday celebration with fewer ppl.
Same place. WCP with a lot of walking for the search of the bicycle rental.
Suckish max!!!
Headed to Panjang for some fun @ Arcade before heading home..

DONE!!

21 Dec 2010

2010-12-21T16:39:00.013+08:00

3 days & counting
I got nothing to blog..
Want to share some pics of My Baby Nephew, Jovan! <3

--> His tiny little feet!
--> Talk to my Mickey while I sleep! Dont disturb me!
--> *Blur* "Where am I?"
--> "Heehee!! Hi :) "

--> "Huh?"
-->*Zzzz*
--> Motherly & Son-ly love!

17 Dec 2010

2010-12-16T21:26:00.004+08:00

I am now at Thomas Medical Centre (TMC)
Because my sister got her contractions this morning
and she went into the delivery room for like 1.5 hrs.
I was like left alone because only FATHER/HUSBAND can go inside
to see the process of child birth

Apparently, my sister cant wait for her planned C-section in the late evening.
Her "period" came so is the 1st symptom to labor.
Next, she got her contractions, 2nd symptom to labor
So we packed everything and headed to TMC.

I was kind enf to timed her contractions. 2-3mins once.. Ouch!!
Soon, she went to the delivery room with 4cm dilated.
I am alone, at the ward room, waiting for news if Baby is born..

In any time soon, I will be Miko Ah Yi :D Happy max!!

Hahahaha ~!!
I will upload pics of Baby and some other..... K bye.

[16 Dec 2010]
Acc my sister to check up this morning. I see my beloved nephew thr the scanner screen.
I see his face while the doc was like checking him randomly..
His lips was like wanting to kiss someone.. :*
Hahaha ~ !!! <3

Had Swensens for lunch and headed back home..
I napped for abt 2hrs.. Tired...
1wk

14 Dec 2010

2010-12-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

[13 Dec 2010] Blogged after 12mn
I went for interview with Kelly & Adeline for a pic taking job
[Help Pri Sch students take Ez-link card photo]
Still need to look for replacement for Adeline
Working period was from 7 Jan - 28 Feb.
Cant wait for training day. Hope Adeline doesnt have to work @ Tangs
on the training day.
Hmm.. I wonder if I have to stay till 9++ if I have to edit those photos.
Let hope not alright?? *cross fingers*

Went to buy KOI!!! Awesome~ !
Was my 1st time having KOI. Ice cream milk tea & it cost me $4.30 (Large)
It was nice. But once I drink it for a long time, the ice cream taste is just too strong
-_-
Headed to Woodlands to pass Ailin & Noah their contract.
Then slack awhile before heading to my sister's place for a sleepover.

Currently cant sleep cox I have been sleeping ard 3++ everyday for the past 2wks.
If I sleep now(1254am), I cant sleep.. LOL ~!!
Alright.. Gonna game :)))
10 days.

[12 Dec 2010]

Today will be the day I start my loner life. Haha ~ !
12 days of loner life in fact because Delon & Eng Yang will be off to Cambodia
for 12 days.. (that's why 12 days loner life.. )
From 12 Dec - 24 Dec
Oh, and very soon, will be my beloved brother's birthday :D

Back to the topic. I will be blogging abt what happened today. :D

I woke up ard 10+ and then went out ard 1130.
I was like a loner on the train because I am traveling alone to Tanah Merah
then meet Vivian & Xuan there.

From Expo to Changi was long.. Abt 3-5mins ride.
There is some sudden break from the train & there is this grp of girls
screaming freaking loudly.. I totally rolled my eyes..

1st, we went to T3 to meet EngYang. But then we were following him & his friends
ard T3 like extra.
2nd, we were like the outcast. (pangsey)
3rd, the ppl we knew was Delon & Engyang.
We also feel like we are extra there & we shouldnt have been there..
But well.. Haha!!!

We then took a sky train to from T3 to T2 which is where they will check in & departure.

Is true! Lol!
Once we reached T2, Engyang and his friends walked far away from us.
I was wondering are they walking fast or are we walking slow.
So eventually, we caught up but we dint join the gang.

Then Engyang called us to join them.. Delon was there already. (He was @ T2 long ago.)
A bit bored cox they are like bz talking and stuff..
Xuan & V haven ate anything, so we headed to Mac for lunch
I dint eat cox I had something before going out.
So I was like alone in my own world with my psp

Delon told me that his family members will be sending him off.
But I dint see them. When I ask him, I then realise that they are like only a few metres
away from me and I dint spot them at all!!! #fail!!
Apparently, his family members was only his parents & his grandmother.

I was told that once they are done checking in, they will be going into the Departure.
So I went up to join them for awhile when they are still checking in.
Clarissa, EY's ex, was there.. But we are like total strangers.
Maybe we just dint know each other that well. :/

Soon, they are done checking in & they are going off to Departure.

They took a grp photo & then we send them to the Departure entrance.

Engyang was busy talking with his family members while Delon was hugging his

mum & grandmother.
Awwww ~ !!!!! <3

Head back after sending them in. Delon's mum was looking at me & Idk why. Idk what to do/say other than smile :) Hahaha ~ !!! I think I assume that their flight was 4pm. So when I see my phone & it shows 405, I tot they are already like otw to Cambodia. Then I realised I received 2 msg from Ey & Delon at 419pm -.-

FAIL!!!!

I "anti-social" along the way back cox I was bored.

At night ard 1030pm (SG timing), Delon & Ey online.
Chatted for awhile. Glad to know that they HAD a safe flight.

12 days & counting down. :D

7 Dec 2010

2010-12-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

Rotting @ home.... :(
Ey & Delon will be going to Cambodia soon.. For 12 days..
Adeline working..
Sister going labor soon..
I will be like a loner like that.. #Fml!!

[5 Dec 2010]
Like finally reach Dec already? Haha!!
Because my nephew will be born in 2wks time! I cant wait to see him :D
I got myself a job already, intro-ed by KELLY NG.
Some Ez-link card photo taking for Psch students.
Oh well... At least better than been jobless....

Went out with Delon, Vivian, Eng Yang & Rui Xuan
This is the first time going out with Rx cox I dint know her very well..
I was late. We're suppose to meet @ 11 but I reach ard 1112 like that...
The train ride was boring.. My MP3 songs are getting old... :(
We headed to Mount Fabra Safra first because Ey was held back at home...
Then they went for Lunch @ Yakun.
Delon is so freaking disgusting!! He just pour the 2 egg into his mouth! Ewww ~ !!!

I am bad? You will agree with me when you see him ATE THAT EGG!!
Haha!!! No offense okay Delon????

Pool time ~ !!! :D
My shoulder hurts and Idk why... I dint play too well for pool.
But I manage to win some... Esp some BETS from SOMEONE..
Haha ~ !!
After Pool was Kbox ~ !!

I promised Ey & Delon that after My Os, I will go out with them..
So, to fulfill the promise, I went along with them, including Vivian & Rx of cox...
Actually, I wasnt really kin on going Kbox-ing because
1) Wkends = EXPENSIVE ~ !!
2) I only brought $20 out..
But I tagged along...

The air con was freezing cold loh my god!! Good thing I have my sister's jacket.. Haha ~
Sing ~ Sang ~ Sung ~
Drank beer with Ey while Rx took a sip and she CTI! (Cant take it)
Beer was nice! I really like it (Act like I am some person that doesnt speak Eng)
A few conflicts happened.. But everything is fine :D

Due to the coldness in the room, my fingers couldnt take it and went hibernation mode.
So I went out to warm myself up..
And played pool with Ey & Vivian when warming up..
My left shoulder hurts when I'm playing pool!
Went back into the Kbox room after warming up..

The bill for Kbox was ex!! $129++.. Not sure what is the exact amt..
Delon paid $70.
I paid $20.
Rx paid $30.
The remaining dk how it was settled...
And I got no $$ for dinner... :(

We all headed to Harborfront because it was near and took 188 home..
1hr bus ride make me sleepy.. *zzzz*
Listen to music is awesome.. Bumpy ride make me sick :x
Delon & Vivian send Rx home because she a bit not stable.
Went home alone aft that... with an empty stomach.. :(

Hungry all the way till the next day.. Wtf?! Strange thing was, I woke up the following day with aches and pains all over my body..
Esp my left shoulder and my back! :((

26 Nov 2010

2010-11-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

I have been staying at home for the past few days.
Other than accompanying my sister out for lunch, I am basically just at home.
I am broke to go out with friends because I will spend.
When I dont go out and stay at home, I am freaking bored.
The internet is like bored to me already.
I have been on Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, and Viwawa for the past wk.

WARNING :
I
AM
BORED!!!

Yes!! Truly bored ttm!!
I am still jobless!!
I really want to work with Adeline
and from her "review" of her work, it seems not bad.
Some more I can work with her.. Might not be the same department but at least we
can go lunch tgt.
Adeline ah!!! When you off?!?!?! I want go interview le..
I cant wait to work with you!!!

Oh!! Mnet Asia Music Award will be boardcast on Channel U on this coming Sunday
28 Nov 2010, 8pm.

Kpop ~ !!!!!!!

Haha!! Alright. I am currently alone in my living room, watching Channel U, horror movie.
Thailand horror movie. :D I like horror movies but I dont like watching it alone ... :(

24 Nov 2010

2010-11-23T01:55:00.006+08:00

I am so tired now. I am so moody because I am jobless and I need a job fast!
Based on my father's income is never enf.
At least I can help with the family income for a few months.
Once sch starts, I can still survived based on my own $$
which is what I did this yr. I dint take pocket $$ form my parents for 5mths.
I need $$ for not just the family. I also need it for my own needs.
Hais.. I am so sleepy.. I think I am falling sick again.

I need JOB LOBANG!!
I need a job,
DESPERATELY !!!!

[23 Nov 2010]
Went out with my sister and her ex-colleague to eat dinner tgt.
Have a great time chatting and joking ard despite I'm the youngest there..
At least I know everyone there..
When eating, Wanqi called me to ask if Kbox called me already or not.
Apparently, they called her in the morning but she dint return the call.
Afterwards, she return to their call and soon enf, they called me too :D
At first, I tot they will like tell me when I can go down for interview.
But their 2nd sentence was asking me if I could work NIGHT SHIFT...
[1st sentence of cox is to tell me who is he and why is he calling.. DUH!!]

Him : Can you work night shift??
Me : Erm, no. I couldn't. I can only work morning shift.
Him : Oh, cox we are only hiring night shift. If you want morning shift, you will have to go Outram.
Me : OUTRAM!? Erm.. Does Jurong Safra needs morning shift?
Him : No. Jurong Safra also only need night shift.
Me : Then if part time morning?
Him : Nope.
Me : Then that's okay.
Him : All right.

I was always looking forward to work at Kbox because
1) Is so much nearer to my place
2) I am working as a full timer ; monthly salary also not bad
3) Working with Wanqi and Yaoxin
But apparently, I cant work night shift because my parents dont allow.
Then I got no choice but to reject the job.
Hais.. I was thinking I have to look for another job already..

Currently, I was thinking of working tgt with Adeline as a Sales Promoter.
Because my sister strongly discourage me to work as a cashier.
She dont want me to pay/folk out my own $$ to pay back the cash balance.
Sales promoter.. The problem is, I cant really speak.
I dont say much in front of strangers. How can you imagine me talking to a stranger?!
But I am willing to give it a try, at least for the next few months..
Hais.. I haven build up my courage for such exposure.
:(

Stayed over at my sister's place for the night.
I was lying down, thinking what jobs out there that I can work..
I laid down ard 130. I tweeted msg at 234am. I have been thinking for an hr.
I was so moody, I couldn't let myself go to sleep.

[22 Nov 2010]
Meet Wanqi for the Kbox interview thingy.
She too sign the application form already..
I told them that I came to sign the application form already but I haven got to go thr
the actual interview.
I think the male worker standing in front of the counter is the captain.
He is quite a good looking person.
Lol. The female worker told him that I came before but haven been interview yet.

The captain looked at me and ask for my name.
I told him "Miko. M-I-K-O"
He was like.. "Oh Miko.. I know... Your application form is send in. You just wait for us to call you down for interview"
I was like thinking.. "what?!.. LOL" I know I have a unique name.

After then "signing-up-application-form" thingy, me and wanqi went walk walk ard Lot.
Lol.. Eventually, we went home after that. So dint really walk a lot.
Other than buying drinks and food. I want sushi too! But I cant stop eating if I start. Lol!
Crazy sushi eater.

Currently I am still waiting for them to call me.. Hope they will call me and Qi
to go for interview tgt. Then YES!! Work tgt :D
AWESOME ~ !!!

20 Nov 2010

2010-11-20T16:13:00.002+08:00

Went to interview this morning. Because the supervisor is not ard. They claims that he starts work at 4pm.
I also believe that they will get back to me.
Idk.. I look like 1 big sotong when I am applying the application.
Stupid me.. :(
Currently, I am waiting for them to call me to go for the actual interview with
either supervisor or captain.

After my "signing up application" session, I went to meet Yaoxin aka my beloved
for a lunch date.
After eating, we both went walking ard lot1 and then went into lib
I borrowed 3 horror bks to read when I am bored...
Haha!! I think I might just put 1 side.

Hais.. I currently a bit moody cox they dint call me yet.
Is already 4:20pm. Dint that person told me that their supervisor start work at 4?
Watta?! Hais.. I have a feeling that they wont call me for actual interview loh.

I very anxious already. :(

19 Nov 2010

2010-11-19T22:29:00.004+08:00

I am home. I am not at Prom.. Yea, I am poor.. I cant afford $65. Lol!!
Actually, I am not interested in Prom and stuff like that..
In fact, I am never looking forward to this last yr, neither do I this yr.
Haha!! Hope all my friends who went to Prom are having a great time.
So ya.

Yea, I am having an interview tml morning @ 11am.
The venue is so near to my place.. Lot2.

where is this Lot2 you mentioned?

The building besides Lot1.. The Gain City store on the grd level.
Yup.. That's LOT2!!!! (Idk if the name is really called Lot2 but many ppl know where isit)
And there is a Kbox at Lvl5. And I will be there for the morning interview.

My plan : Morning Shift, full timer. Off Monday.

But Idk if it is going to work.. I fact, Idk if I am going to be hired.
Yes, full timer. Because they have more than enf part timers.
Full timer is good. At least I earn a lot more. Lol!!

I am ultra nervous now. I think I got too nervous and cause stomach upset..
I need to calm down.. I am looking forward to meet Yaoxin tml aft my interview.
Maybe catch a movie after that.. Lol!!! :D

Wish my luck :D Tatas~

18 Nov 2010

2010-11-18T03:36:00.003+08:00

Is already like 335 in the morning and I am not asleep yet.
And I have a breakfast "date" with my sister in like 6 hrs later? Hahaha!!

Just finished chatting with friends online.. 1 of them was Hassan.
He just cant seems to move on and forget me like how I did to him 2 yrs ago
He waited for me for 2 yrs!!! Strong determination that doesnt mean anything to me already
I actually wanted to post this on my private blog but I realised, I am the only person reading it
Doesnt even make any sense.

Back to the topic. Ya, I dint know I create such a great impact on him.
There are sweet and BAD memories with him but I just dont seems to recall the good ones.
But every time he tells me how much he misses me (I asked him actually >< )
I just kinda find it weird.. I dint know like he is like missing me..
So ya...

This proves a point that he is a much more considerate person.
At least he knows that r/s CAN NEVER BE FORCE OR RUSH!!!
[Yes, I am applying to SOMEONE out there..]

He told me that he have a feeling that I wont want to be with him anymore..
So my ans is : You can say your ans is true?
Yea.. Sarcasm..
I am not giving him any hope.

I told him this ; [I dont have feelings for you then how you want me to be with you? is unfair to you and I will be suffering. So it doesnt benefits]

Yes, I know I might have hurt him but I rather be direct than letting him tot he might / could stand a chance.
Direct is good.. It hurts, but is good.
Oh well... I am not going to be with him and that's final cox I dont want to be
neglected, isolated and ignored again.
Yes, it was his fault but is also partly my fault for letting him suffer so much
But oh well.. He just dont want to let go and move on
I cant help him on this...

I believe everything needs time. It only matters you need more or less.

:) Done blogging. My headache is kicking in and I really gtg.
Hmm.. So is a good night or a good morning? Haha!!
Oh well.. Both then.. Byebye :D

14 Nov 2010

2010-11-14T01:04:00.004+08:00

I understand that letting go a person that you truly love is a difficult thing
but apparently, since you decided that you want to let go, then just stick to your original plan
and really let go instead of being the secret admirer.
No point making yourself suffer so much. Let go or not, is your choice
I understand this because I have the 1st hand experience.

I have a hard time letting him go. I still have some feelings for him
but I know I am making myself tired and hurt at the end
that's why I am learning to let time do its job
and it worked. It just require a little bit more work and I might just be free
and able to move on

But you dont see me saying letting you go and then I want to be the secret admirer.
There is advantage being Single. But there is no way you want to stay single forever
Is a foolish act to stay Single forever
Eventually, you have to accept the fact, face the reality and move on
Everyone learn to be strong thr environmental changes
Since you made your decision in the 1st place then stick to it

Since you say you are giving up, then give up
When I say GIVE UP, I mean give up.
Not being her secret admirer. NO!! That's not giving up.
That's not even close to giving up..
That is just choosing not to have further feelings for her..

If you happen to read this, I would really like to tell you.
Dont put yourself into such misery. Dont make yourself suffer for NOTHING in return.
Give up, be her friend. And I believe time is always by your side.
He will take all the sadness away from you, bit by bit.
NO super glue can stick your broken heart. You will have to mend it yourself.

13 Nov ; Sat
Just had an awesome pool session with friends :D
And Adeline was there too..
This noob is actually powerful enf to influence a rather pro-pool player
to like.. well.. Idk... Play lousily? Hahaha! Epic fail max!

After pool, everybody went off and left with me and ade
So we headed to CWP to have our dinner ; Seoul Garden!
Ade, I will remind you.. $10.
After everything, headed home and bath because there is a lot of the smoky smell..

Pics are all on Facebook :D

Edited on 20:11 hour

Apparently in your mind, she is the ONLY person that made you smile
1.5 yrs to you is nothing already? SO during that 1.5 yrs, I dint make you smile at all?

Yes!! I am jealous!!!!! You got a problem with that?

12 Nov 2010

2010-11-12T22:22:00.003+08:00

Yeah!! Is the end of O levels. I told myself to update my blog after Os.
Okay, I need to find a job now. Haha!!
But of cox, I wish for good results so that I can move on to a higher standard
of education

:D 1st things 1st, I would like to thank all the ppl that helped me out before and during my Os
I really appreciate that because w/o you guys, I think I might just give up even way before Os
<3 you guys a lot

And because is the end of Os, I have a outing sessions with friends tml :D
Gonna play pool & MAYBE Kbox.
Hmm.. Hope I got enf $$$ to let me enjoy myself tml all day long
Adeline aka the bitch is also coming along :)
Like finally going out with her again.
Like dk how many thousands yrs ago went out with her

Hahaha!! Once I finish with all the things I wanted to do, I would want to find a job
Especially F&B line. (No HAWKER CENTRE tyvm)
Maybe like a waitress?? But work alone like a bit boring
SO I feel like looking for some friends to work along
but provided that we FOUND a job first then can decide.

Hmm... My father tot I was like fooling ard and dont want to study for paper
until I told him that my exams are over and I have started my holidays!
Awesome max. I think he knows what I am doing
so he doesnt really care much.

I suddenly have the urge to swim. Lol!!
Haha!! Just finished gaming. Viwawa; Wahjong
Also have the urge to play a real life mahjong
Lol!!

Hmm... Pool tml..
I hope I rmb to take pics.
I will like candid photos! :D like it!! (Y)

Okay. That's all I am gonna post for now. Will update often since I am really free now :)
Byebye!

20 Sept 2010

2010-09-20T19:53:00.003+08:00

I got the mood to blog. Someone inspired me to do so.

I got back my prelims results. All I can say is [Wtf!?]
A D7 for Eng. Damn my incomplete SW!!

Okay. I might not have work hard in the first place
But I know O level is no laughing matter.
I am indeed putting in effort. I am making own notes okay?!

What does teacher knows? All they do is see your results.
In the end of the day, they hack care you or care more you about

Is BASED ON YOUR
FUCKING RESULTS!!!

Gosh! I really hate those teachers.
Like today. When my friend got back her SS and Eng paper
the 2 teachers said this to her

[Stay away from bad influence]

Wtf is this?! Is so obvious is me and my another friend.
So what if they dint say the names? Is OBVIOUS!!
[If you want to play beating about the bush with me, I will play with you]

Hello!? I am weak in SS and Eng.
My SS - SBQ pulled me down.
My Eng is due to my incomplete SW!
Then!? I am not saying they dont teach well.
I am saying that teachers are role models to students
but yet they are making childish comments on others.
Does it make them a better teacher?!
[Teachers, go ahead and discuss this topic during your meeting because I dont give a damn. Student like us know you do stalking!]

Do they know anything about our hard work??
Hello!! We may not show it on our results, but we show it thr attitude okay?!!

Teachers are always like that.

they scold you for not putting in effort.
when you put in effort,
they claim is not enf.

Fuck you teachers!! Really!! Dont you know that we are young, at heart.
You know your comments can continue or end a life? I bet you dont right?
Your comments are hurting me & my friend who was a "Bad Influence" to this friend.

And you think that we are the ones who pulled her results down?! Oh C'mon!!!
There are also other ppl who act as an "Bad Influence" to others,
why dint you say them? Why only us?
Cant you see is unfair?! Pissed max!

I am sick with 38.3deg fever and yet I still have to be fucking bothered
by their comments!! FML!

17 Sept 2010

2010-09-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

Is the end of prelims. Next up will be O level.
I have been studying for Prelims! I want to know what I need to do before actual Os.

I was too lazy to update my blog. So I think I will leave it
till I have the mood or end of O levels.

Yea. :) Good bye!

27 Aug 2010

2010-08-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

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I dont have enf time to complete my SW. [Dead ttm!!]
D7 probability.

This 2wks always not enf sleep due to work.
Tired ttm!

Nothing much since is a brief blogging. HAHA!!! XD
[Pics will be uploaded asap when I got the time. Byebye!]

My birthday!!! :)

2010-08-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

I am officially 17!!!!

Happy Birthday to myself :))

I would like to say

to all the people that wishes me

I really appreciate it. :)

The first person to wish me was Wanqi.
She text me ard 10+ and claims that she cant tahan, need to sleep. LOL!!!

2nd was my sister.
3rd was Adeline.

I received a present from Adeline.

--> try pronouncing it :p

Aww!!! <3 her ttm for buying me a present! HAHAHA!!!
Got kinda bash by Carolin, Rouping and Kelly.

I received lot of wishes from Facebook. Abt 80+ maybe?
Some send me as msg while others told me in class/school.

I went to do my CAD in the afternoon.
Took advantage of the CAD teacher to help me do my product.
But he really teaches me how to draw and what to do next.

After everything, I headed home.
Ard 9+, had a mini celebration with family members.
:)

Once again, thanks for all the birthday wishes.
Hais.. Birthday come and go..
Left with 1/2 hr to the end of my bday.
Gonna enjoy it myself.
Byebye :)

07 Aug 2010

2010-08-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

Will not blog for sometime.

31 July 2010

2010-07-31T17:34:00.004+08:00

Today is the "deadline" for our product. After what happen yesterday, everyone is having a cold war with Tay.

Let me tell you what happened....
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We use something called Putty. Pronounce as "Party"
If we apply thinner, it will be soft. Hence is called Soft Putty.
If never add any thinner, it will be hard. Hence is called Hard Putty.
[Pardon my formal-ness]

Some particular person, which we dk who is it, went to pour the soft putty into the sink
And Mr Tay kinda like blame us for the mess created, when we arent the one doing it.
Is really kinda unfair to us.

And today. I reached school at about 815. Mr Tay wasnt here yet.
So I get on to my work.
For the ENTIRE day, every 5B Dnt members were outside the workshop
and he dint even come out to check out on us.
Okay, he might be pissed off because of what happen.

I can actually tell, everyone knew he was pissed but no one went to break the ice.
Is awkward. So we had our 1st cold war going on.
Sec4 N level also never cold war. Hais..

What to do? But glad I did everything.. Can consider that my product is finished!
What do you do when you have free time?

I played with Tedd's skateboard.
At first, Suhaimi and Faiz taught me how to balance.
Then how to ride it.
Then how to turn left and right.
And I am proud to say...

It was my first time doing it.
And it is also the fastest thing that I got the hang of it!

But I fell down because of some sudden turns outside the workshop, near fitness corner.
1) I landed on my left knee..
2) landed like a star fish. hurt my back and my right palm.
3) riding pass outside machine room.. Avoid Tay from seeing me playing. I bend down while riding, loss balance and fall.

Of cox.. I wont give up.
I learn how to turn like immediate turning.
Well, fail. But the experience is nice.

Band Instructor, Mr Ng, saw me riding on a skateboard.
Mr Ng : You are on a skate board???
Me : Ya! Beginner mode.
Mr Ng : Can let me try? I long time never play with this already.

He tried and tried. Well, he is rusty...
Eventually, he fell like a star fish too. HAHAHA!!
He was sitting down there and laugh at himself.
And he teases me..

Mr Ng : Miko of cox can ride lah.. Got base!!
Me : HELLO!!! *ahem*

Then he says...
Mr Ng : You cfm cant do this... (laying flat on the chest against the skateboard)
Me : *AHEM x 10000000*
Ultra funny. Still the Mr Ng I used to know. XP

I am currently having lots and lots of blue-blacks on my leg. -.-
Fail ttm!!

Epic Falling Day!

30 July 2010

2010-07-30T22:51:00.004+08:00

Prom Night 2010

Swiss Merchant Court Hotel
$65 per person
19 Nov 2010

Why am I saying this?
You will think..
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--> HSM3 [Credited]

Sec4, there was a Prom Night for all graduation classes.
Consider it as a last class gathering kinda thing.
Cox you will not know wht will you move on to diff places.

So ya. But because last yr, I think that "why should I waste $65 on Prom?" sort of thing.
But now. Is not about the money anymore.

I just dont feel like going to Prom

I dont have a sense of fashion. My dressing sucks. [That's why I dont really want to go out]

--> NO!~ [Credited]

Okay. Not that kind of bad fashion sense... -.-

Actually, previously after watching HSM3, I DO have the urge to go to prom
But once I think of the Fashion Disaster I am having.. I was like..

OH GOSH!!!

Prom is kinda FORMAL kinda thing. Which I dislikes!!!
Because in my world...

FORMAL = SERIOUS

What are Prom for?? Enjoying ourselves right??
LOL!!!!!!!

SCHOOL!!! Damn!
I kinda like finished my product for Dnt.
I sprayed. Everything is properly done.
And was really really tiring.

Wed : 6+ end
Thurs : 8+ end
Fri : 6+ end

And we got scolded for someone's mistakes.
And that someone is NOT even in our class.
Damn whoever that throw those things into the sink!

Fuck your mother go fly.
Fuck yourself after fucking your mother.

[Oops! Holy!!! XD ]

25 July 2010

2010-07-25T14:24:00.004+08:00

Hey hey hey!! Let's start off with something Annoying...

Annoying Orange Ft. Lady Pasta

And now something HOT!!

SHINee - Lucifer

♥ their dance move ttm!!!! So handsome!!!

[Click on the videos!!!!]

Something make me so unhappy. But I think of it carefully.
I realise I dont have to make myself angry over such minor things.
Self-respect.

20 July 2010

2010-07-20T20:05:00.002+08:00

Counting down to a month's time
Haha!!

I think is time to blog. Down with MT O levels already.
No more Chinese in the future lessons.
Listening compre.. Hmm.. 18/20??
Not very sure either.

So restless...
I cant concentrate.. Too many distractions at home.
Hence, I hope to go out and study during the wkends.
Wkdays will only be hmwk

Anyone want to watch Despicable Me??

14 July 2010

2010-07-14T18:59:00.005+08:00

Today was the day of my O Level MT oral.
I was freaking nervous after reading the passage.
One of the words : 弦 pronounce as Xian.
I went to read as xuan.
[How I know?? Check dictionary]

Kuku convo was about how efficient was online learning..
I dint really talk much cox nothing was inside my brain
and I was too nervous.

Shag! Over-all conclusion : Passage, okay =) Convo, let die!

Something about my toe..
I showed Carolin, WQ, RP and Nerys.
I think it got kinda worst..

--> one whole round of purple-rish blood.
--> Ya lah.. Got toe hair lah.. Okay?!!!

You scroll down and compare with yesterday.. Got worst a not..
This is something like blue-black.
And base on what I know..
Blue-black are when your vessels inside "burst" and forms blood clot.
And is advise NOT to rub it.

Idk.. Lol!!!
Really feel like wearing slippers to sch cox my toe compressed inside my shoes.
and it hurts. =(

Oh.. Bought a box of sweets. Spearmint!! =D
--> Ricolaaaaaaaaaaa

Haha!!! Omg! Tml got SS!! And I haven freaking pass up the hmwk.. -.-
Let's die tml...

13 July 2010

2010-07-13T21:58:00.011+08:00

School today was fun.. Well, ya..
I didnt really stayed in class today.

Dnt @ Citech room
Maths @ Library. Rouping's darling never come to school today due to fever. slack in the library and do our own things.
Pe.. Cfm not in class lah..
Recess @ Canteen -.-
Poa(free period) @ pavilion
Assembly @ Hall.
Another Poa lesson also slacking at pavilion
Geo & Maths @ IT Resource 1 [Extra lessons]

Actually, I am not even in class for lesson for the entire day... Nice right??
HAHAHAHA!!

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warm up..
Game time!!!

Soccer for today again, just like last wk..
Under same grp with other more team members.
I was the player and can anytime change to goalkeeper.

One thing I hate the most was when you are running with the ball and wanted to stop,
the pitch floor always tend to let you "slide" a lil bit more.
Okay, slippery.
I always run uncontrollably with the ball, ending up kicking it until dk go where... -.-

So I took my shoes away, create more friction. Haha!!
Run with the ball was indeed much better in control..
Faiz pass the ball to me for me to score (was just like right infront of the goal post)

And this is what happen (Drum roll.....)
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Rio came forward to defend by kicking away the ball right in front of me.
Nvm.. Is a way of defending..
But at the same time, I also went to kick the ball...

And because the 2 sides kicking tgt, and of cox.. Rio is a guy...
Which have better strength..
then ball hit right onto my toe.. Last toe in fact.. ='(
and he dribble the ball away..

I was too painful to run.. So I hop with one foot and holding on to my toe(s)
I tot it was just a knock, so I dint really bother.

When I was goalkeeping, Rio, the RMan, kick the ball ultra hard towards me,
the goal post, WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!
Kana my knee, elbow.. I was born to defend!! Haha!!
I actually defended almost all of his attacks.

Fierce sia him!!! Good thing I protect my face.. If not..... 0.0
So today all my "soccer injuries" was from Rio!!!!! XD

I am the Goal Keeper of the day!!
Women of the match because I scored at the end..

*Running round and round the hockey pitch, hands high up.. Shouting "GOALLLLL!!"*

I actually have a pretty hard time walking.. I try to endure the pain..
But at night after dinner with Wq & Rp..
The pain was kinda unbearable..
But I still tot it was the after effect..

When I got home, my last toe was a bit swell..
Freaking blue black. Ard the neck of my last toe was purple-rish in colour.
Took it down..

You are warned.

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It might seems small but I cant even straighten my toe. Boohoo ='(
I was thinking wht should I wear slipper to school tml.
But because tml is my O level Oral day. I gotto think twice.. -.-

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Basically, is regarding my slipper thingy.. HAHAHAHA!!!

After Geo, was Maths extra lesson for selected ppl under Ah Meng.
I wasnt but I stayed. Rp took pics with mine and Tedd's hp.

--> Guess whose hand... [Hint : Apple]

Actually, I am nervous for tml's Oral..
I worried abt the passage for diff words.
I worried abt the convo if there is going to be any out-of-this-world topic.
Shag!!!!!

But I shall not worry too much until it comes tml..
Nights ppl... =)

12 July 2010

2010-07-12T19:42:00.002+08:00

Another freaking week starts off.
Starts off with a TP this afternoon.. Geo.

I am too tired...

I slept at 130am yesterday night chatting with friends on msn
slept till 330 and got waken up by vuvuzela. (the horns blown by the audience)
watch till 515 then NAP till 645.
3.5 hrs of sleep.. Congratulations!

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11 July 2010

2010-07-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

This are the things I want to do after O level.

1) Get a job, full time maybe
2) Bowling
3) Ice Skating
4) Sing K with friends.
5) Buy laptop
6) Buy new hp.
7) Shopping for clothes.
8) Go gym every wk(?)
9) Swimming
10) Stay in front of the computer 24/7 *not possible right?*

Haha!! I am chionging assessments.
Hope to improve my grades for prelim
But now. I want to eat.. HAHAHA XD

9 July 2010

2010-07-09T18:59:00.003+08:00

Since SOMEONE >>>> Adeline Ng, says that my blog is growing mold, I shall update something.... Something random I guess!!!

School was a pain in THE ass.. Esp Social Studies.
The teacher eventually said we dint work hard and stuff
Said we did SS for 3 yrs and yet no improvement!!

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!! C'mon!!!

We are only lucky that we PASSED our SS during N levels okay!!!!
(Okay, for me...)

That is stupid!!
Everyone have their speed in everything. INCLUDING learning..
You cant just say that we did that particular subject for 3 yrs then we must be good in it okay???

"Then you should know how to at least apply the skill on what/which qns"

Aiyah.. Fine fine!! You win okay???
But at least dont black face in class lah..
Who enjoys learning with a black-face-teacher teaching in class????

And HELLO!!!
We are freaking 17 yrs old.
Sometimes fierce dont really work on us anymore.
Pls use a diff way.

Prelims are coming in 55 days. Starts ard End of Aug?? Not very sure either.

But..

My O level MT oral is starting on next wed.. Omg!!
Pray hard that there wont be hard words inside..
Totally diff from Eng.. I cant break up the word to guess how it is pronounce.. -.-

Another RANDOM topic.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Joey & Jordan!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

--> Credited Tammy
--> Credited Tammy

Ah! Aint they adorable???
Previously heard from Tammy that Joey's fur was coming out
Exposing skin beneath the neck..

Was ultra worried that point of time.
But dint get the freaking time to visit them at Tammy's place.
Hais.. And now, I miss them like hell..

Hope to visit them like soon =D

This update was dedicated
to my beloved sister
Adeline.

Are you happy now? HAHAHAHAHA!!

2 July 2010

2010-07-02T20:10:00.004+08:00

My very first post for the month of July..

I was kinda into books. Facing my books. You know...
Okay.. Good!!! XD
(pls forgive my self entertaining.. I am very bored)

Some pics..

--> trying to act cute while taking this.. But apparently, I look more like ah beng!

--> Took it from Rp's blog. Took this after a swim at Tammy's place.

Nothing much already... =D

25 June 2010

2010-06-25T00:24:00.013+08:00

Let's blog abt yesterday!! Yeahs!!! *throwing confetti*

Yesterday was a chalet day!!! Headed outta home @ about 1230pm
to CCK control station to meet WQ and RP first and then meet Pam and Rachel
@ Jurong East.

From Jurong East stood till Tiong Bahru then got space to sit wor!!
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To me : Long journeys is = energy draining labor!!
Easily tired... 0.0!!!!
Once reached Pasir Ris.. Went into the White Sand SC to shop for FOOD!!!!!!!!
then saw Junjie!! Random!!!

Headed to chalet tgt..

First thing I did was "petro" ard the house first.
then I found a room with the mahjong and mahjong ready there!!
So me, Rp, WQ and Rachel started playing!!

Maybe RP choose the correct place...
She keep winning!!! Omg!!!
When we are playing.. RP can laugh!!
Because she was bothered by our chinese teacher's malaysian accent.
-->[do the same thing if you cant SEE!!!!]

BBQ starts early.. Abt 545 the food is already cooked. can be eaten.
thanks to them =D
After dinner then MAHJONG AGAIN!! MUAHAHAHAHA!

Jit Meng EPIC FAIL!!!
16 tiles when we are suppose to have 13 per player!!
大相公！！
Lawls!! Like that also can!! And some more, he dont even know! Diiaoz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mahjong..
Mahjong..
Mahjong..
Mahjong..
Mahjong..
Mahjong..
Mahjong..

Mahjong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA!! I think this is my current addiction!!!
Mahjong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Train-ed home while some of them followed CH's dad lorry back.
I was ultra bored during the journey...
Want to sleep cant sleep like that.. DIE!!
Some more eyes already gonna close!! Even worst!!!
Reached home @ 1140 like that..
Good thing never tio nagged!!! XD

Pics! [All pics are on my Facebook. Album 240610 Chalet]

--> grp foto w/o me!!! ='(

--> my first round hand. Nice right?! But never win!!! -.-
--> Apple eating chicken wing!
--> this one laughing @ LYF's Malaysian accent!! [因为我们没有经历过。]
--> @ train otw home.

21 June 2010

2010-06-21T20:12:00.003+08:00

I am so tired after a day out cox last night slept at 0230am.

Went to sch for Badminton.. Some stupid thing happened.
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At last, everything just canceled just like that -.-
I stayed to play along with Dave, Fadzil and JunHao
Tired.

Eng ruined my mood!! Okay, we are at fault for not completing our hmwk.
But we have our reasons too.. Since you dont want to teach us..
I dont think the best is to stay there and do nothing
I rather go back to my hall for another game.

Slacked in class till 1215 like that then play Bad again.
Well.. Bored!!!! =.-

Ate lunch cum dinner after Phy prac.
Full and satisfy =)
Went walk walk ard Lot1 and bought myself a Nose Strip

--> Tadar!!

Is nice to use. Very cooling and it works! There are something sticking on it...
HAHAHA!! You know what is it then can already.. Dont want to say it out.... *Shy*

Not gonna attend sch lessons tml due to personal reasons.
Dont ask what it is. Not gonna tell.
=)))

15 June 2010

2010-06-15T15:12:00.005+08:00

Today got Maths lesson in the morning.
Ahem! Well, Wq came along cox I called her to join
then we go thr nothing but....
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Was planning to watch Karate Kid. But in the end due to the timing
so never watch.
Watch alone also no point. Sian ttm..

Went to NTUC to buy Hot Chocolate powder
--> Big Packet.
--> In smaller packet.
--> The color just looked like Milo.

But the taste is nice. Very nice. But I think I put too much water,
that's why it taste a bit plain..

Still Nice =))))

Continue with my show. =)

10 June 2010

2010-06-10T00:38:00.016+08:00

Today went for SS. Terrorism.
And Mrs Foo show us something that are hurtful to others.
But is funny..

Went for training after lesson..
The coach super funny...

Coach : You are??
Me : I come for training.
Coach : You played for the sch?
Me : Inter sch.
Coach : Singles or Doubles?
Me : Singles.
Coach : Go over there...
Me : oh *walks away*

Diiaoz!! Okay, he dk me cox it was my first time attending his training
He dk how I play. And ask until so detailed..
He really talk halfway can crack 1 lame joke..
Similar to Peter sia!! Diiaoz!!
Idk his name. Wah!! Peter's brother?? LOL!!!!!!!

Went to that Kuku Tammy's place to look for J&J
Omg! I miss them so much. I finally see them!!!
Yeah! Slack at their place a while then headed to Basketball Court for a short game.
Took ages to get into the court due to some lame ass problems.

And thanks to Soffie (Tammy's female rabbit),
me and BY chased her for a very long time before we caught her!!
Diiaoz! Omg.. So tiring!! =(

Yesterday ; 09 June 2010

It was the last day of Dnt camp. I managed to finish about 60%
of my work. Planned to go back on Fri to continue as much as I can.

It was just like the other 2 days. Tired.
A lot of walking to do.

Tired one you know?! But well, everything is over already.
I completed only 1/4 of my work. DAMN!!!!

Although is tired but there is something that kinda cheered me up..
Our Dnt Camp Dinner.
Well, suppose to be traditionally BBQ sessions
but yet change to just order pizzas and KFCs.

Well, better than nothing.

--> We took everything! Idk if is gonna share b/w classes but everything was ours!

The rest of the pics are on my Facebook. All uploaded nicely.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

07 June 2010

2010-06-07T22:16:00.011+08:00

A very Apple-rish Birthday

to my Darling Apple Chung Wanqi!
Stupid Apple!!!!!!!! XD

Let's talk about today first. Well, today is the start of my freaking Dnt camp
That last for 3 freaking days.
For 10 freaking hours per day.
And is gonna take away all our freaking energy away!!
FREAK!!

*Eh, is fun!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! *

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Okay. I did all my work.. Okay, majority.
I cant freaking continue with my wood. Cox Tay haven help me cut!!!!!!!
Thanks ah Tay!! MUAHAHAHA

Eventually, I was so tired and my dimensions are not going the way I wanted
I got pissed!!! Easily!! Even the sound from the air gun can also make me angry.
Well, the stupid workshop majam sauna like that..
Freaking hot like siao! I was like stinky due to me sweat!!!
Apparently, I try not to slack!!
Sometimes just too tired...

Had dinner outside with Kelly, Yide, Andric, Ailin and one of their friend
which Idk him at all!
And Tammy was like a bit not happy due to some problem.
Well, I got bored... I got nothing to talk with them about anyway.
Max-tune is their fav. topic I guess..

Freaking tired. And I haven finish with my dimension for tml.
Ah... Tired...

Yesterday ; 06 June 2010

Went out for that Apple's Bday Celebration in advance.
Headed out to buy Present for her at 4+
With YaoXin, Adeline and Rouping.
Someone bombster. I dont want to say who. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

After buying a big bolster for her, we headed to KFC to slack
because Apple wasnt home. So we go over also no point.
Something epic happen......
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RP : EH!? WHY CANT GO OUT?????
Me and YaoXin : *laughing like siao!!!

RP : 我的阿ma???
RP : EH!!! 为什么出不去？？

Well, you got the idea?? Actually, only when you are there then you will find it funny!!!!!

Finally heading towards her place...
We pass the present to her then we slack ard when she and her friends
help out with the fire.
We got nothing better to do, switch on Kpop songs and dance.
Famously played : Bonamana, RDR, Gee, Oh, Boom Boom.

After awhile then helped out a bit only...
Then eat eat.. We took "shifts" to cook the food.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!! EPIC!!
After everything then went off at about 930 like that.. Ultra tired but fun!!!!

Pics!!

--> Chocolate + Marshmallows = NICE!!!

06 June 2010

2010-06-06T13:36:00.002+08:00

A week of my June "holidays" had gone for good.
And they are boring!!! I rather no holiday!! SHAG!
But still okay.. Let me sleep later.

Next wk is Dnt camp...
I wonder will it delay till 5+ 6 in the evening for the next 3 days???
HAHAHA!! Better!! I have more than enf time!!!

Hais.. Gtg prepare for later's event.
Will take pic and upload! =)

I miss Joey & Jordan! hope to visit them.....

31 May 2010

2010-05-31T20:16:00.002+08:00

Ahh!!! Let's scream our lungs out because O level.......
MT paper....
is.....
over...!!!!
Muahahahahahahahahaha!!

Okay, I'm just bored.
Today is my freaking O level paper and thank god is over.

I got nothing to comment for the paper but at the same time,
I dont have confidence that I can get an A. Maybe a B3.
Hais.. Cox Idk how to ans the comprehension.
Sucks!! Just hope that my paper1 help me out..

Well, dint go for the freaking field trip also.
Get info from my friends that the trip was boring..
Heng never attend. Dont waste time.

Slacked with Andric and Kelly..
We chatted for almost about anything.
Including Lady Gaga! Lol!!

Tired from one whole day of killing my brain cells!!
Going to rest soon.. Tml is gonna kill even more brain cells... -.-

28 May 2010

2010-05-28T19:46:00.007+08:00

--> in their newly cleaned cage!

--> they are bathing!!
--> Sleeping after playing with each other.
--> place in the container otw to "home"

Today was vesak day! Well, I left all the prayings and other to my parents
I headed out at about 130pm

Went off to Farm Mart with them. Cox Tickle died =(
Omg!!!!! Sad!!!
Went to buy a pair of hamsters
We shared $$$ for them, food and bathing sand.
I kinda overspend today.... =( *broke*

I want our hamsters to be clean and healthy.
They are named Joey(female) and Jordan(male)
But too bad I cant bring it home,
so now is at tammy's place.
Haha!! Hope to go to her place often and play with them. Lol!!!

But the priority for now is the coming exams.
Oh, I dint went to the PTC yesterday night
Like, go for what? Ya lah. Cant get back my result slips
But I think better dont take!!! Cox not very good.

Okay. Off to read the Compo book...

26 May 2010

2010-05-26T22:02:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to Zhi Zang.

Today went to Tammy's place after school.
Well, the plan was play Basketball but in the end, things changed.

Me and Rouping went to her place and played with Tickles.
Tickles is Tammy's hamster. Me and Tammy fed him with Strawberries.
Adorable right?

"AH!!! When Soffie give birth to babies?" said Tammy. *roll eyes for writing it like story*
I got excited cox I haven seen a baby bunny at all in my life.
So Tammy open the cage so that we can carry soffie out and take the baby bunny out.

Omg! I cant believed that the baby bunny have been ard for at least 3-4 days(stated based on Tammy's experience)
Cox got fur already.. As in started to grow hair, a bit hair.
And is so small. Is smaller than my palm.

The baby bunny is so skinny. When it breathes, we can actually see the rip cage.
And the stomach is like flat and bend inwards.
This actually proves that the baby bunny was starving since the day it was born.
Tammy was crazy searching for the nipple for milk.
We search like crazy. Keep touching her chest to search

Eventually, we found it!! Yeahs!
Since Spencer is handling the baby bunny, he just put the baby's mouth
onto the nipple, hopping it will suck milk from the nipple.
We tot it is sucking. But I think it is just sucking air/nothing

Soon, the baby bunny died. ='(
We believed that Soffie dk how to feed the babies.
Hence, all the babies are left alone and she never feed them for days.
I almost cry out cox we're trying so hard to save it
but eventually, it CMI and CTI.

Spencer : Die already...
Me : huh!? Really?! Or just motionless?
Spencer : Idk. Should be. You try touching it.
Me : *poke poke~* Omg.. Is not moving!
Spencer : Died already.
Me : *Touch it's body* Ya. Died already. The body is cold.

Well, you know.. When some living thing became a corpse, body temperature
will go down. Consider it as there is nothing to work the "machines" inside
that's why no "heat" generated.

Omg!! It died last min. Bless it.
I hold it on my hand, I cant believed that the last min it was struggling
to survive and we helped.
But the next min, it was gone.
This actually make me realised that life is so fragile.
Cox you dk what will happen the next min.

Omg. I almost cried out. Cox omg!!!
Somemore Rouping when to POKE the head so hard!!
I was like "Rouping, dont so hard lah!! Poor thing leh!!!!"
She is still trying to prove that it is asleep.

After that, we went to clear soffie's cage.
We found another 2 baby bunnies bodies.
And both are already at a decomposing stage.
Their eyelid sank inward also.
Apparently, the only survivor was the one that died this afternoon.

Date of Death : 26 May 2010
Time of Death : 1448 hrs. (4.48pm)

Well, me and Rouping is trying to act like a person really died.
Something like a "rehearsal" for anything just in case when we are Nurses in the future!
When I was helping out in clearing the newspapers, the decompose bodies
sticked onto the newspapers.

I wanted to just ripped the paper off. But I want the bodies to be totally intact.
死有全尸。
Omg!! I was shouting like hell cox it sticks!
I a bit dont dare lah.
So I was thinking, should I even still be suitable being a Nurse?
Lol! I gotta overcome this fear. No matter what it takes.

I witness a struggle of life and death this afternoon.
Bless all the baby bunnies. Make it be a better pet next life.
And also enjoy that pet life, may it dont suffer.

22 May 2010

2010-05-22T15:15:00.011+08:00

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Why?!

Cox HE came to my place to fix my wireless router...
Which is just a minor problem... -.-
I feel so retarded when I know what is the problem...

you dint connect your router to your modem.. Of cox cant use Internet!
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Omg!! I feel stupid!! *knock my head against my PILLOW!!!*
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Yeah! I am dumb... Whatever *roll eyes*

Omg.. I was so nervous at first...

Well, things wasn't going that scary as I expected.
Everything was pretty normal.
If you ask me what happen...
I can tell you this
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I left him in my computer rm and I headed off to my tv rm to watch cartoons =p
Only when he needs passwords and stuff then he MISSED CALL!
Missed call!!!!
And we only exchange a few sentences during the entire process.

To be honest....
I am really very very nervous!!! And a bit awkward.

Yes. It seems short but to me.. Is really like a year.
Not because of the waiting time.
But the time he is so close to me.
Well... Somethings might not go the way I wanted. ='((

17 May 2010

2010-05-17T20:50:00.009+08:00

Well, I think he'll never understand.
And I dont think he'll be reading my blog.
I know we have the rights to like other people..
I dont blame him
because you will always forgive the person you love, easily.

We broke up for a month plus reaching 2 months already.
At first, I tot I can actually let him go..
I tot I was strong enf to accept the fact that his feeling for me dropped.
And at first, I also tot that my feelings for him had also dropped.
But actually, it is just hidden somewhere else.
And I found it again.

I told him the truth. My feelings for him.
But eventually, I was the one who got hurt.
Last time, I rejected him like a umpteen times.
Now, I was the one who is suffering from this.

I finally understand why he will like her..
I might not know her as well as her friends.
But I really understand why he likes her.
Because of my stalking of other ppl's facebook profile.
and I hop till her facebook profile.

I smiled. The reason is..
She is beautiful. Her actions, her smile, the expression
actually make me understand why he like her.
I dont blame her. I believed everything to her is also a shock.

Yes. I want to be with him. But if his heart is with her.
Me ♥ him ♥ her
Understand?
Yes, I still like him.
But I also know that I couldn't get him back.

I nowadays are trying to endure myself from talking to him
cox I dont want him to feel annoyed by me like last time
But sometimes, I just couldn't control myself.
I know I'll have to let him go someday.
I know.. But it takes time.
I feel tired now.. Idk how..
I cant cry out... I cant have my mind focus on..

Cox Idk what I am doing..

pls understand if you see this.
I am not going against you.
I just want to write down my feelings.

16 May 2010

2010-05-16T14:47:00.003+08:00

Chelsea wins the FA cup yesterday night
VS Portsmouth by 1-0
Winner of the FA Cup for 2009/ 2010

Okay. I am not a supporter of Chelsea.
I am a FAN OF ARSENAL! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
But that's nice..
Just feeling happy for Chelsea..

World Cup 2010 this yr.

I am a supporter of Brazil since 2002..
Haha!!! They won the world cup that yr anw..
Football fever for the month I guess =/

Back to something...
I quarrel with my sister again.. Well kinda...
She realised my hp for Apr.
$51.24

She called me yesterday night when I am watching the Chelsea match
Then I tot she wanted to look for mum..
Hence, I talk to her nicely..
If not later she say I give her attitude again..

Me : Hello?
Jie : Your last month hp bill how much ah?
Me : *Act blur* Huh!? Forget.
Jie : How come $51+? You received the bill long time ago right?! Why so expensive? Last time $20+ I already heart ache now $51+?
I dont care.. You pay me back $30. I only pay for you $20.
If this continues, you pay your own hp bill..
Me : *just keep quiet*
Jie : Hear me a not?
Me : Ya lah..
Jie : *cuts off the phone..

Imagine, I am trying to fixed up our relationship yet she just like that..
Okay. I understand. The bill was my fault.
I dint expect to cost that much either..
I held the responsibility.

Now she is pregnant, I just give a step back lah.
I dont want anything to happen to her..
If something bad happens, both family will blame me for sure.
And I also dk how to face my sister.

Whatever I posted on my blog, previously, regarding I quarrel with her..
I was really pissed off when I was blogging.
But after calming down.. I actually know how bad I was.

So many yrs already. She pay for Internet and my Hp bill.
She never complain regarding $$$ issues.
Only sometimes whine about it.
Thinking back, I was really at fault.
Hais..

All pictures credited to Googles

14 May 2010

2010-05-14T18:35:00.007+08:00

Lol! Today is my last paper. Dnt.
I was late for the paper. I reached class at about 955 like that.
Omg.. Haha!!!
Paper was ultra difficult loh..

This morning at about 645 like that..
A girl named Tammy Leow called me...
Tot I am ready for school..
But she dk that Dnt paper start at 945..
Lol!!! Her twitter says...
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Smart right!? Lol!!!
Haha!! Somemore that time I am sleeping soundly!

Hais.. I had been rather awkward with my sister
after yesterday's major quarrel.
I only exchange a few sentences with her today..
I wrote this on my twitter.
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I feel bad.. Yes I do feel bad...
But I think we both need time to calm down before we can
offically get back tgt like last time..
Now she is not at home, she wanted to accompany
his husband... I believed she will complain to my bro in law...

Hais... Am I bad?

Btw, I had my MT Oral today..
I was rather worried that there are difficult words that Idk how to pronounce.
But when I was preparing, I found it rather shocking.
Cox no difficult words, for me...

Conversation was about "should teachers treat students as friends"
I talk quite a lot lah..
So I think I might do quite well.

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13 May 2010

2010-05-13T20:56:00.004+08:00

Just quarrel with my sister.
She found out that I went swimming without permission..
then we like shouting across the living room..
Eventually I got pissed off and went into my room..
Wah.. She keep "cursing" me like fuck!

Okay.. In the end I went to apologise cox I know I am at fault
But I shouted back cox I dont like being accused.
She like tell my mum that I dint wear anything to swim..
I dont like it.. Never accuse me!
So I shouted back..

Even I apologise already.. she still say "I dont want to care abt you anymore.."
So I was thinking, even my hp bill $100000 (exaggerating) she also dont care..
If it is then I really got nothing to say already...

Okay.. I apologised.. then she say to me that sentence..
Walao! She think she pregnant women then I apologise to you ah..
I can choose not to one okay.. I am not scare of you.
I just dont want to waste my energy quarrel with you nia..
If I want to shoot you, you can never reply to me shootings..
Cfm always have the same sentence over and over again..

Enf! Pissed off!
Dont bother lah.. My father say we have a very strong bond b/w us
seldom will quarrel one..
Now she because one small things then want "destroy" our sister ship.
Then fine.. She dont want to care abt me.. then I just be neutral to her loh..
I can one..

Now, we arent talking...
Okay.. My fault.. Everything is my fault... Shouldnt be in this world in the first place..

12 May 2010

2010-05-12T23:23:00.003+08:00

Omg.. Have you people watch the vid regarding a gay guy slapping a girl?
I was actually wondering...

WHY THE HECK DID SHE WANT TO LET HIM SLAP!?
I commented this on that vid posted by Andric.

Miko Yan

Doesnt the girl know something call fight back?! Wah! If I were the girl, I sure to kick his dick then kick his stomach, grab his hair and just shove on the wall of the lifts.. If he lie on the floor, I pull off his pants and undies and make him naked in front of the ppl in the lift.. If I have a knife even better, just cut off his dick and shove it into his mouth and push it down his fucking throat! FAG GUY!

Yes! If I have a knife, I will do it.. But since he is gay.. Maybe he is a eunuch?!
Haha!! Well, now is not the old times already..
But I think he really doesnt deserved to have a dick to be a man..

Posted by Andric's friend

Izwan Delex

Ahah chill people, I heard that he's been caught in school. He actually cried when the police took him away. Yups guess he deserved it for being violent especially to that poor girl. It's on stomp and Todays newpaper and everywhere on facebook! he's famous in the wrong way.

Imagine.. He walks like a gay, he make everything like the girl is in fault..
Then wtf he keep slapping her?! Bang her onto the wall of the lift somemore..
Wah!! Really feel like killing him loh..
But he really deserved the way it should be..
Hurting a girl, what a gentleman!!! =/

Quite smart.. Wah! If i were the judge, I cfm sentence him to boy home
for life.
He can only spend his time in a isolated room for life..
All alone... And the give permission to officers and other boys
to beat him up for no reason...
Let him understand the pain he cause on that girl..

I got so angry for the girl that got slapped.
But she like totally let him do whatever he want to her loh..
Another fag/slut!
Wah, dont tell me the fag gay is the bf loh..
If really is.. I cant imagine.. *Vomiting*

1 May 2010

2010-05-01T19:53:00.004+08:00

Quote for the day : 回家的路是漫长的，会不自觉的想起往事。。 Credited Weiyi

I watched this yesterday night..
Omg.. I strongly recommend you to watch it..
It is really nice! When I am buying the ticket, all show time slots are already in red...
Red = SELLING FAST!!
Omg! I was really wondering can I get the seat that I wanted..

From 1245am watched till 245am... Omg..
SO nice....

Oh.. Started of freaking MYE already..
Chinese, English and Geo paper down..
Left with the rest.. Got another wk to prepare..
I go continue with Dnt already.. If not tues lesson dk how sia!

28 Apr 2010

2010-04-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

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Today is the start of Mid-Year Exam
Chinese paper 1 & 2.
I just did all I could.. I think my Chinese standard deprove already..
Shag siol!!!

I am trying to control myself from using my hp..
Like msg and out-going calls.
Cox my last month hp bill was $51.64!
Omg! $51!!!!
Normal amt bill like $20+++ already got nagged..
Now is like 3x more! I am dead!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I think I am going to study for Geo already.. =(

I saw it.. Although I was sad.. But is not as sad as last time.
I finally realised that time really is a cure to heartaches.
I am going to stay strong..
I also hope that we're going to be close friends..

15 Apr 2010

2010-04-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

I think I had been not blogging for quite sometime already..
Cox I this few days really got nothing to blog about anyway..
I am getting distracted at home when I am in my room..
My com is always seducing me to "touch" it!!!
I am been busy with school work nowadays..
I am getting in MT first.. I only have 46/- days left..
I dont have much time left for the paper..

Well, I dint attend sch ytd.. I was with my sister for almost the entire day..
And now.. I am now at TTSH waiting for my sister
frolm A&E just to make sure that she is alright from whatever she is suffering
for the wk..
So she is inside the ward now then I am at the lobby using her netbk and blog..
Since I got nothing better to do..
Actually, I wanted to do MT work one but I dont have my chinese dictionary with me
So I think I go home and do even better..

Today that ralph KB me.. I wanted to go home so that I can like bring my sis to see doc
he say what.. She is my elder sister.. she need me this younger sister
to take care of someone older..

FUCK sia!! HE got fucking no brains is it?! *I dont care if any teachers saw it!
Hey, dont tell me he in the entire never sick until need ppl take care of him
Never use brain and think
Still say what if there is such cases happen again..
the ans for early release is "NO"

Diiaoz.. If there is such cases I might as well dont even attend sch for the day!
Another incident happen..
I took 975 to Phoenix LRT station
One fucking big fat ass malay women banged onto me..
And her bang is fucking push me away
cox she want to alight..
I give space for her to walk sia and the space given is already enf for that bitch to walk
her son passed me then she come and push me!!
FUCK SIA!

I like stared at her fiercely lah cox I dint do anything to her then she like fucking push me
From her lips, I read that she call me to move away (I was listening to songs)
Wah..
She too fat is it?! The space given her to alight is not enf for her is it?
I really wanted to like alight the bus and scold her bitch!
But I was in uniform.. So too bad
All I can do is I fucking stared at her until like I am going to kill her!!
Fucking fat ass bitch!
I even wonder why does she have a son... Got ppl want this kind of cheap slut?

Well, I think she is just childish.. I think she also dk that there is 2 words
"EXCUSE ME"
Ya.. No Moral Education given to her when she is in sch!

Omg.. Just received that my sister can be discharge.. No need admit for further check-ups
Yeahs.. Going home... =)))

29 Mar 2010

2010-03-29T21:43:00.003+08:00

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Omg.. It is the first time that I am actually looking forward to Maths Lesson..
HAHA! Mr Lin really know how to teach.. And I dint say Mr Lee dk!
Muahahaha!

Sch was boring! I got almost nothing better to do..
SS test was fast.. And I wrote quite a lot..
Wed got 2.4km run for Nafar!

Ah.. Nothing to post already.. Pics will be uploaded soon..
And I got DNT to rush for! -.-

28 Mar 2010

2010-03-28T02:03:00.002+08:00

I blogged too late already.. Nvm..
There are some pics that I'll be uploading it soon..
My hp got some prob uploading them into my com..

Okay. I had been going to Tammy's place to swim for the past 2 days..
And I always feel so awkward and extra cox is me, Tammy and Brandon..
Walao.. Some censored things are not to be said.. >.<
So I will like extra.. Light Bulb and stuff! AH!!!

So swimming is fun!!! FUN!!! FUN!! FUN!!!
I am always the slowest swimmer -.-
But I like to submerge down to the bottom of the pool..
Is like I am dead and my body is like under water (drown)
~touch wood~

Today that Brandon Yeong push me into the pool..
Walao! I helped his gf tested out the water tem from the surface with my toes..
And yet he pushed me down.. And I dint planned to make myself wet that fast..
I like a bit shocked lah.. Then I struggle to get myself away from the pool
but eventually, I just let myself in.. ><

I'll never forget that! He just like ROTF and LMAOS!
I hope to get my revenge!!!
I am also trying to beat Tammy's score in Wii Basketball! XD

26Mar 2010

2010-03-25T20:32:00.006+08:00

Something to confess..
This.. Some ppl already knew it..
But they dk something happened..

Me and Delon ONCE patched. We patched on the 8th of March.
But we this time keep it low profile cox we broke up for 2wks++ then got back tgt again
That time I am really afraid that ppl will say thing abt him... you know..

On the 23 Mar, we broke up after quarreling..
I at first tot it was my fault.. Hence, when I try to apologise to him
but he seems to be avoiding me.. So I actually like let him go and calm down or something like that..
Aft awhile, he msg-ed me, and again, wanted to break up with me..
Like last time, Idk the reason then I like disagree...

Until like ytd night, we talked everything out on MSN. Okay..
I know face-to-face conversation is like better but that's okay..
I want to know the reason like asap.. Right.

He say he like somebody else.. I told some.. But dont comment further.
Okay.. I wasn't sad when he is explaining this to me..
Then I just tell him that I doesn't like him anymore..
As in the feeling is gone, not faded, but gone.

I SWEAR! I DONT LIKE HIM ALREADY. I now treat him as a friend
Ya lah.. Friend.. No others..

Well, I just hope that he knows what he is doing..
and not get hurt by reality.
I dont blame him neither do I hate him..
Neutral b/w us...
=))

20 Mar 2010

2010-03-20T16:07:00.000+08:00

Is already Sat and I am super bored. i have been using com for the pass wk
I haven touch my hmwk. SS mindmap not even done!
ARH! So many things not done.
Can I stop the time for me to complete my things?

Thurs ; 18 Mar 2010
I like finally went to sch for holi lesson.
Maths.
Whatever happen during class, not going to blog it cox there is nothing to be blog.

Went to have lunch with Kelly, Jingyi and my sis.
Went to Tammy's place to swim.
1st : we played WII before going swimming cox it was raining
once the rain stopped, we(BY, Tammy, me and Kelly) jumped into the pool and swim.

When we are playing with water, it rain again..
Shag!
Went to bathe and WII again.. Not bad
There is a treat from Tammy.. Cheese Hotdogs.
AWESOME!!!

There are pics. Erm, wait till I installed my Samsung Hp Suite into com then will upload it.

15 Mar 2010

2010-03-15T13:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of IT Show..
Shag.. I cant find my sister's wanted Netbk bag..
But I bought myself a Imation Thumb Drive, 4GB
Exactly the same as the pic shown on my previous post..
Awesome.. That cost me $17.90 (Performance Thumb Drive)
Went to have NYNY with Delon, my treat..
When back to lot.. We took the red line..
One big round ard SG XD

Reach CCK, saw Zakri and Amirah
chatted awhile then we headed to MOF
he wanted to eat ice cream.. LOL!
Saw Zakri again, but this time with Sha and Suhaimi..
Haha! Look for them and slack awhile in Lib..

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This is my new phone.. New 2nd hand phone!
Oh, and it is in pink, not black.
Still sending songs and other things over to this phone
then my motorola can go into retirement..
Haha! I love my new phone =)

I dint attend sch today for DNT.
I "had" something on at home.. So not going to sch..
Hahaha! My mum actually also say call me dont go to sch..
dk why.. Normally she will call me go to sch no matter what happens..
LOL!!

Ya, maybe my mum want me accompany her..
I havent been home the entire day for like wks.
Go out with friends and stuff..
Then always leave her with a bitch (my maid) at home.
Omg, I fucking hate my maid!

She backstabbed me behind my back!
She say things abt me in front of my mum..
How I know? My mum "shoot" it out and let me know
CB BITCH!
I told my mum, remind her to be caution.
she better watch out, I dont care if she is older than me or whatever
I am not going to care abt it and I am going to scold her like a dog
CB Bitch, she make sure she dont do anything wrong.

13 Mar 2010

2010-03-13T20:40:00.005+08:00

Hey!! I'm back! Ya.. Back from IT show..
Just finished installing my newly bought D-Link Wireless Router
It only cost me $39
Cheap!? Actually, got another one... $160++
Not enf $$ then buy this one..
And I installed it all by myself =DDD
Yeah me! I am the BEST! Opps.. Haha!

I am going back tml for the last day of IT show
to buy Imation Thumb Drive.. I hope it dont cost me much..
Haha.. Last day.. Hooe the price will drop!
--> something like that.. this one is 4GB.. I maybe want a bigger one..

Thurs had an excursion out to the Eurasian Museum and Duck tour!
--> this is over-seas. I dint get a pic of SG duckies!
The trip to the Museum was boring..
Just busy taking pics with friends.

Duck tour, the "tour guide" sucks! We are just waving to the sec4s
when we are going back to Suntec Convention Centre
she shouted "Hey, I am talking here"
Fuck sia! Your problem lah! Sucker bitch!

PTC yesterday, I dint attend.
Mr Lee msg my 9111 no.
Then my sister forward the msg to me at 11+pm
Dont bother to go actually..
Dont take result slip only.. wont die one..
Heehee.. I am evil!

Looking forward to tml's IT show shopping...
Credited to Google for the above pics

7 Mar 2010

2010-03-07T17:24:00.002+08:00

Another beautiful sunday cause I slept till 1+ then wake up..
Cause yesterday was a fun but tired night...

Another Class outing to WCP yesterday.. Almost everyone was invited and Mr Lee
We met at carolin's place to buy things and cook..
Me and Qi was at my place cooking bee hoon
Well, the both of us kinda not able to handle everything, my maid came to the rescue!

Bring everything to Carolin's place.. But before heading to lot to get the ice box,
Qi's slipper lost! Great job.. whoever the thief is, he/she is fast..
It had only been pass a min and it was gone.. Super fast!!

When to buy a slipper first with qi.. Cotton on..
2 pairs $10!! Cheap! I bought a white one..
Took the ice box and went off back to Carolin's place.
Prepared everything and everyone was there.. And off we go!!

Like usual, we bus-ed there.. Laid everything down and start playing!!!
Eat first cause we are hungry..
And soon, our malay friends are here...

Play and eat and play and eat..
Then Mr Lee came! He played Uno..
We all ganged up against him.. Forfeit was wanting him to play the swing..
Extreme, 5x!
Although he lose but he dont want to play! We say he must return it to us.

Freebies time.. and then we said this...
Us : Mr Lee, Monkey! (*he stands in the middle to be the monkey*)
Us : Mr Lee, Monkey! Mr Lee, Monkey! Mr Lee, Monkey!Mr Lee, Monkey!
Mr Lee : Do I looked like one?!
Us : ROTFLMAOS!!
Me : So what!? Instead of Mr Lee Meng Teck, he is Mr Lee Monkey

So much fun! And we were waiting for Delon to bring the fire-crackers
hence we were sitting at a side, chatting...
Nice right!?

The climb to the top of the pyramid is awesome! But my palm and foot really hurts..
Finally, Delon reached and he joined us like 7+?!
Haha! Fun time starts again!

Some eat, some played, some dk do what!
But we had fun! We went off at 10+ reaching 11
thanks to CH father. He send us home.. And I reached home like 12
Haha!
I got tired that I have cramps ard and idk how I got it.

5 Mar 2010

2010-03-05T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hihi!! I am back! I am currently using my sister netbook to blog =P
She does'nt know abt this =XX

Hey, I am sick! Minor flu.. Only made my voice "break"
Haha!

Tml going to WCP again for a picnic =D Yeahs!
So looking forward.. =))))

It had been a more than a wk already..
I am very happy to see you that day..
But I am also very sad that you went off that day...

2 Mar 2010

2010-03-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

2nd day of Motivational Talk.
And I have a freaking sore throat that cause me
unable to talk for like the entire day
Further, I realised I had a fever!!!! 38.2!!!

Tired.. Continue to post when I feel better =(

I think I miss him too much already..

1 Mar 2010

2010-03-01T22:47:00.003+08:00

Today is the start of a Motivational Talk, from 8-6 you know?!
WTF!? Totally long..
I cried for Ronald and Kelly regarding their "Fears" = Family Problems

Okay. Enf of the freaking Motivation Talk. I am tired.. Going to slp already..

Sorry Friends. I made you guys got so worried over my problem
Well, I am fine.. I will not let you guys get worried anymore. I am fine

28 Feb 2010

2010-02-28T00:58:00.008+08:00

I blogged after 12am -.-

Okay, I went out to Chu Han's(CH) place to have a last min bai nian..
And like usual, bai nian already do what? Gamble 21 points lah of cox...
Heehee!!
I play safe... $0.50 slowly and CH is the banker..
I won $10 from him.. Heehee!!

Took 188 to Clementi then change bus to WEST COAST =)))
Have Mac as lunch/dinner.
and this the 1st time I am unable to finish my food o.0
Yeah! Went to have fun with them..
And my leg is always full of sand =p
I injured Carolin on the something-like-flying-fox-thingy
Sorry.

Played freebies(dk if spelled correctly) and form teams
Not bad.. Fun but my stamina getting worst..
I gotto train..

then we play with 烟花. Heehee.. Fun leh... Only it produce a lot of smoke
that cause Carolin to vomit.
Time flies when you are having fun.. LOL!

Slack-ed awhile before going to change and heading home..
Haha! Love today! =)))
Hope to go out like this =)))

If you happen to see my blog, not I dont want to invite you along,
I cant make the decision. Pls understand.

I realised what is 忧能成疾 (too sad can cause illness)
But I cant cry
I cant eat. (Have you ever heard me ever not finishing my food??)
What is wrong with me?
Am I "too" strong that cause me problems.. by myself?

26 Feb 2010

2010-02-26T19:24:00.005+08:00

Love is like a puzzle. When you’re in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.
Credited to Kelly's friend

In the morning I do not eat because I think of you, at noon I do not eat because I think of you, in the evening I do not eat because I think of you, at night I do not sleep because I am hungry.
Credit to Timothy

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I am sad.. Yes, I am still sad.
I tot I was strong enf to let go
but I realised that I wasn't
I think I might need more time
1.5 yrs.. 说短不短，说长不长。。但是我还是放不下。。

@Linden : Haha.. Alright.. Just hope he thinks the same too...

25 Feb 2010

2010-02-25T21:21:00.007+08:00

--> Yes, my heart is broken.... credited
I cant cry out no matter what.. I think I am strongly prepared!
But I am still sad.

No more sweet-talks
No more late night phone calls conversations
No more hugs
No more meet ups
No more kisses
No more patches after break-up

I think now he will not drop by Lot so often already...
He could just take MRT all the way till YT and walk home..
and do the same thing when going to sch.

Well, at least I can confirm that there wont be any patch up between us anymore.

24 Feb 2010

2010-02-24T17:36:00.003+08:00

090808 ; 0130-240210 ; 0715
18 months togetherness

I wrote this during my POA exam because I was planning to FAIL the paper anw!

"Since I am not allow to sleep during POA. I should write something to make me stay awake.
240210 is the day when from "In a relationship" to "Single". Delon broke up with me. But for me , it was kinda already expected. At 0615hrs this morning, I saw the msg he send me.

He said that his feeling for me is fading away. When I read that msg, I was very calm and I asked him what was the reason. Okay, some of you might think that the reason to break is like super lame, but I accept. Whatever he did, he just dont want to hurt me and himself further.
长痛不如短痛。(Let everything end faster than just letting both from suffering). I understand. I try not to cry out..

I agreed with him. It was hard for the both of us despite all the other "break-&-patch" incidents. But this time is different.
If someone dont have feeling for others and being forced to be together, is a torture and is gonna hurt both of us if we continue like this.

1.5yrs of relationship had ended but I felt that it wasnt gone to waste. At least a better experience than Hassan! Delon is so much better.

To : Delon
You did the right thing. I dont blame you. Yes, I am going to be hurt but there will always be an "expiry" date for sadness. Well, at least we are still friends and you are still my deeply loved Didi. We must stay strong. Time will heal everything up.
我们一定有机会与其他朋友出去的。。但是到了那个时候，我们的身份已经不同了。我们不是情侣而是朋友。希望你会找到一个你喜欢她而她也喜欢你的人。如果已经有喜欢的对向了，我祝福你们。。

To : All my friends
Stop saying him that he is just finding excuse or lame reasons to break up with me. Pls understand. Just hope that you will still treat him as your friend, wht you want to or not."

Now I start blogging...

Today aft Maths paper, is CME! LMT called us to imagine us that we are getting married and things like that. I tot I was ready but I cried.. Thanks to LMT! At least he made me cry better than keeping everything inside me.

I cried 2 times today. Now, if you want me to cry.. Sorry, I cant do it.
The crying feeling is not there.. But this doesnt mean that I am not sad.
Is because I was mentally prepared. I think I cried is because I wasnt physically prepared but compared to last time he say break to me.. I cried for 2hrs..

Thanks to Kelly, Tammy, Adeline and WanQi. You guys are really with me when I am down.
Like what Kelly said today " Break-ups doesn't mean Break-downs"
I will stay strong. I will be cheerful.
Kelly and Adeline, dont worry about me le.. I am fine.

15 Feb 2010

2010-02-15T15:28:00.002+08:00

The 2nd day of CNY. Not bad... Just finishing gambling again..
Made some mini profit only...
And I spend my entire 初一 (first day of CNY) doing things that I like

Well, I got quite a number of angpao from my parents and others.
Total reaching $200. Very few, for me... My bank acc no $$$ already.
I also dint go to other place to bainian loh.. that's why so few angpao

I went to my brother-in-law there for a over-night stay.
Well.. We gambled 21 points and daidi before going to slp.
We all end everything at 2+ in the morning.
And I dint make any profit.

14 Feb 2010

2010-02-14T15:10:00.003+08:00

I wish everyone
Happy New Yr
and
Happy Valentine's Day
=DD
Take many many angpao!

6 Feb 2010

2010-02-06T18:39:00.003+08:00

What a great Sat isn't it? Haha! Of cox.. That's why I went out with

Kelly, Delon and Rouping to Tammy's place to swim..

Since a very long time I have been swimming already

Anw, I am using Kelly's swimming suit.

And that girl only bought me the top and dint bring me the bottom

Smart sia!

Anw, Swimming is fun!!~~~ =DD

Credited

I love swimming... Only sometimes really super ultra lazy...

Okay. The water is chilling!!! *Brrrrrr*

Omg.. Appreantly, I am the slowest swimmer ever.

Even they use "walking" in the water also faster than me..

I think I need to train on my swimming speed...

Wow.. Before going to bathe, me and kelly when to sauma

I can hardly breathe... Omg.. All the steam also made me blur with my vision.

But is nice.. =D

Mac is my breakfast

KFC is my lunch.

And dinner is not done yet.

I wonder is my dinner going to be fast-food again?! 0.0

5 Feb 2010 ; Fri ; Yesterday

I am super sick of this and that...

Why ppl always think that we dint even help out?

Okay loh.. Dont combine loh..

I dont give a damn at all!

4 Feb 2010

2010-02-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!
I SAID EVERYTHING VERY CLEARLY.
I THINK YOU THEN ARE THE REAL BAOTOH KIA
TELL LAH.. TELL OTHERS.
ANYTHING I JUST SAY IS YOU.

That is what I meant by STUPID ppl do STUPID THINGS..
And others say what you also say what... That a dumbo!
This is childish!

3 Feb 2010

2010-02-03T22:44:00.003+08:00

Arh! Why do ppl only think so simple? Are you too naive or what??
I dont want to say it out either. If I dont say it out, do you think that it helps?
If I dont say it, the entire class might be punish!!!
And when I said it, I was being blame for it!

Hey!!! C'mon
that time my facial express already betrayed myself already okay?
You think I want to say out who the admin is it?
You think I am happy once I said it out?
I was sort'a being force to okay?
I denied I knew anything abt FB.

He ask who is the admin, all I can do is I denied knowing anything and just say that we are just a fan...
But he say I am not doing any help here.
The sch just want this problem to be solve asap instead of going according to the bk
Book = Rules = Public Apologise = more punishment
You can say I am selfish or whatever you want to say nasty abt me.
How you know that only I/more get punishes? If the entire class get punish
You might blame me/others again

WHAT IS THE POINT?!
Pointing fingers at others.. No point. Nothing can do to help at that point of time

You will never understand. You think I denied then everything will be okay?
He will still continue to call out ppl from class and ask what...
Out of so many in the class... You think NOBODY know who it is?

Now he only let us off with a warning...
And now the acc is also deleted!
Everything can say is consider as OVER!!!!!!!!
So stop the conversation things!

27 Jan 2010

2010-01-27T14:47:00.003+08:00

25 Jan 2010 ; Mon
I got freaking caught not wearing tie to sch in the morning..
then got my name written down..
Afternoon tot of going out to slack, in the end because of the tie, cant go out
STUPID! The fucking guard and that SC think they big..
Blue = Lan(jiao) remember that!

"I got learn Chinese one okay? I am taking the green file okay!!!!"
"I today also got PE, I also change back! Dont give me that kind of excuse!"

SEE?! This is how loyal they act! (What is loyal!?)
Dont think you have the fucking authority then use it on someone older than you
No manners. Sch teach you to be no manners one is it?
DUMB piece of shit!

26 jan 2010 ; Tues
I got so restless.. =(
And maybe because I feel restless and no one was there to give me
professional advice..
>
>
I lose my match
Making TWSS 1
Boonlay Sec 4

My teammates have such great hope on me and yet I failed them
1st set : 21,23 (lose)
2nd set : 13,21 (lose)

Hais.. I felt so guilty not winning my match..
If not maybe we still might win and go to 2nd round..
But because of me then I ruined everything...

Sorry girls... Maybe next yr.. you girls work hard..
I am not there to help anymore...

27 Jan 2010 ; Wed
I dint attend sch.. I tired and having a headache..
My father was like...
"Huh? dont go sch? can meh? Aiyah up to you lah.. "
Haha! I told WQ to tell Ah Meng...

Woke up at 1230! 0.0
What a great slping day I had... =P
I wont give MC tml. Self-medicate...

22 Jan 2010

2010-01-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

be prepared cox is a rather long post...

Let's talk abt school.. Well.. there is nothing much actually...
Just lessons..

Skipped! I went off during MC. I headed to look for Dear in the canteen
tgt with pingy and headed to hall to have a stroke.
I hate playing Badminton in uniform..
I cant run
I cant hit properly
The uniform is kinda thick in material

It sucks! Reaching 130 already.. Gather at the foyer with my girls
before heading off to NYGH for tournament
We are all like having been to a tournament before like that..
HAHA!

Reached NYGH then warm-up, stroke and things to do in order to get
ourselves ready for the game.
I am playing 2nd singles for the day.
VS against CCKSS
once played friendly match with them.. So I a lil bit know their standards..

I play against the girl I played with during friendly match..
Well, of cox I know how to handle her.. But my nervousness make me dint perform well
1st set : 21,17 (Won)
2nd set : 19,21(Lose)
3rd set : 21,13(Won)

OMG! Every time I win a point, I "sha" until super ultra loud..
But I paisey..
Cox I tot she cant take the shuttle, I "sha" super loud already then I realised
I lose the 2nd set... I shouted "Oh Shit!"
Really malu sia!

Coach keep telling me what to do and what not to do..
Well, listen to him is always the best cox he know what he is doing
So, I did 3 strokes to win a point.. I tried my best...
Sometimes really more than 3 strokes.
And I am super dumb to give away points with a serving error...

DUMB SIA!

But I also tried my way of playing.. Like I observed her weakness further more
and ALL Badminton players... As in school players,
they have a rather weak back-hand stroke.
So I aim at her back-hand and made her run also

I got smashed on her leg also.. cox that time I get really aggressive already
I know I cant lose..

Until the last point of 3rd set, I was leading once the 3rd set started...
I saw my opponent actually stand rather far away from the net...
Then I know that she is thinking that I served back then she can smash..
But I dint serve backwards.

I kinda like "trick" her...
I act like I want to serve back but I serve front..
She dont have enf time to react..
She got the shuttle but dint make it over the net
Haha! I "sha" with a confirmation that I have won!

Everyone said that Singles was the most enjoyable and exciting match to watch ever
Haha! Awesome.. I got praised by Coach!
So I went to rest.. I saw my opponent sobbing along the hallway

Okay, maybe not sobbing cause I dint really see it clearly
but she was in a sitting-bending-down position..
I think she is sobbing lah.. I kinda let her have a false hope
that she have another chance to win...

All singles won.. Doubles lose both matches.
The critical match was 3rd single..
My junior was playing with another aggressive CCK player.
But also under Coach's "teaching"
She wins the 3rd singles..
Making us win an over-all of 3-2!

Ate mac after everything..
Meet Dear for a while tgt with pingy and dave and frazil...
Went home to bath..

Meet Simin, JieRui, Faiz, Hazil and Zul and simin de house void deck.
take FRT shirt... Awesome! Is really nice. Haha!

Hais.. I am getting tired...

21 Jan 2010

2010-01-21T21:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Regine

Today was alright in sch... I fall aslp during Maths lesson... Omg..
First time in 2010 slp in class... -.-
Haha..

Meet BB after DNT.
then went to eat KFC. Saw madam mas and her husband and daughter.
Then chatted with her loh.
Maybe because I know what she wanna say lah.
So I told her I drop POA, waiting for approval.

She just wanted to ask me how is the class during poa lesson
haha.
She knew quite a number of us dropping then ask who dropping..
LOL! She is coming back in Mar

I think she is really disappointed when she heard so many ppl dropping poa
but I dont think I can make it lah..
I rather spend more time on other sub then spending time on POA
when I know I wont do well... No interest in POA anw

Just that I tot it really can scored A for POA all along cox you just write any
numbers you get pts for that...
So I continue with the sub.. Since I got a 5 for POA at N level
I decided to drop even thought I know how to do it...

14 Jan 2010

2010-01-14T19:34:00.003+08:00

POA SUCKS! I am dropping and that Ms Hew dont accept my letter!!!
Stupid.. I have to like let my pa sign again!

This morning, Ralph congratulate those sports who played yesterday
Why!? Cox we prove that we still can make it.

He first praised Basketball for winning the first round in the West-zone tournament
Then Badminton. When all the 'B' divisions were told to stand, I was shock
I tot he would promote abt Hockey/Floorball
then he say a lot lah... LOL!

13 Jan 2010
Skipped the topic for sch..
Friendly match with CCKSS.
everything was okay lah.

I think I shouldn't have told you...
But if I dint tell you, you might have a bigger blow.
But I still dk if I did the right thing or the wrong thing..
Dont be too upset... You might have the chance next yr..

11 Jan 2010

2010-01-11T16:26:00.003+08:00

I am very happy for My bf!!!
Well, he has been in ITE for 2wks.
I was afraid that he might get into sticky situations in sch (ITE)

But at least now I feel better cox he just told he that he is going to Vivo City
with his ITE friends.
Well, he made it.. He did it.
He wanted to meet me but because he is going out with his friends
and he is also having piano at night, I decided to meet him tml.

I am really happy for him..
At least he enjoys his days in ITE
Looks like he made the right choice =)))

I feels gd when he is happy...

SCH
SUCKS! Ralph train us! But okay lah.. No cramps.
Maybe still can tahan!
Studies.. Alright lah..
I did my MATHS hmwk!
Haha. Hope I will continue with this spirit

9 Jan 2010

2010-01-09T13:08:00.000+08:00

Currently blogging and studying Maths, SS and Chem... Phy left in sch -.-
Once finish everything will read my MONSTER bk..
Rather awesome... Gonna finish that bk before the end of this month!
Gonna buy and borrow more bks!!!

Happy 17mth!

7Jan 2010

2010-01-07T22:55:00.002+08:00

Sch and SP Trip!!!
I ate KFC @ SP.. I dint bother to even look at the courses
cox SP is not my dream Poly.
My dream Poly is NYP!!!!

To: Kelly
BIMBU!!!!!!!

To: Tammy
I am not the BIMBU!

I have the determination to work hard
for this coming O levels.
I wont be myself like in N levels
Everything last min..
I am not going to aim for ITE
at the end of 2010

L1B4 : 19 points
All sub B3 and above!
I will work hard!
Heading towards NYP!!